China Doll

Thursday, September 30, 2004

-oh baby i miss you i do-

wat the heck is goin on man.. been so freakin hot-tempered for the past few days.. felt like a total bitch man.... BITCH!

my papers was a total flop for today... the chemistry was like.. hell for me... POA paper 1 and 2... wtf.. first time i hated POA cant balance forget format.. wat shitz... forget... my only hope...gone.. HOPELESS worst.. i mixed up wats capital expenditure and revenue expenditure... WTH!!!!! HOW COULD I!!!!!!! IM A TOTAL FAILURE!!!

another thing- i wan to talk to him sooo much... but so reluctant to call him... wat the hellp wrong ish with me.. bitchy hor.. yea.. i guess most likely he's alil' upset.. sorry dear.. =( i ask for ya forgiveness..

tml last paper.. hope can pull thru.. history~ guess im gonna be a historian... a bitchy historian instead LOL! *LMAO*


-oh baby i miss you i do-



eeEK i wan this cat!

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China Doll

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

-dancin all alone in da night with da moonlight shining to gently on me-


endure~ human mux learn how to endure but learn how to rely on some1 too.. contradictin.. geez...life's like this.. mux noe when to endure and when to rely.. sigh.. the prob is i dunnoe when.. =(

2 more days to go b4 my prelim end! yIPPiex ! allow myself to slack abit b4 goin on for the last lap. yes.. the very last lap... WEEE GONNA DO IT!!! mwhaha~ im superwoman.. -.- thou i maybe v small size.. #$%^

haha.. ytd had math paper 2. wasn't something that i expected..well.. it is easier i mux say.. but not gonna take it lightly too.. u never know how's my result.. and i think my geography paper suck.. i did 1 extra question.. nvm ba i intend to not score for my geography... hahaha.. yea.. luckily for the prelim im generally able to cope but simply hope for the best. Had science paper 1 and physic paper.. lOlx.. most prolly gonna flunk my physic, otherwise, lousy result.. LOL!

been busy busy busy! friday most lifely gonna play pool or snooker.. if mr tony tan allows.. hope so... so loonnnnngggggg nv play le... sure forget 1... weee.. who wanna go? our sch got a pool and snooker table.. mwahahah jealous beh? =X


-dancin all alone in da night with da moonlight shining to gently on me-


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China Doll

Monday, September 27, 2004

dumb dumb... tml's gonna take math emath paper.. im scared im afraid im frightened im.. im... *faINtx* cant take so much stress.. dumb dumb.. luckily friday prelim's gonna end.... angel suggested goin shoppin on friday.. YEA but dumb dumb.. gotta save money to cut hair at toni&guy... dumb... how i wish i print money.. dortx... -.-

weeee.. prelim's over means O lvl soon... gd bad? i have already decided ler... after O lvl work ver very very hard.. ask mama for the converse sneaker.. save up money for braces.. I WAN BRACES!! I WANNA SMILE CONFIDENTLY! =( cant smile wide wide cos my teeth nort nice.. dumb... let my 2 brother have braces but me dun have... dumb...

oh no~ im obsesse with the word 'dumb'... dumb.. how i can i stop it... dumb!!!! *hMPh* mebbe im dumb tts why~

I MISHHHHHHHHHH YOUUUUUUUUUU LOL!

dumb.. mama saw tt sms.. LOL! dunnoe wat she will see.. HAHAHHA LMAO... if she ever ask me.. i think i will tell her that it's angelina.. hahaha den make up stories sayin tt i call angelina darling and angel call me dear.. whOOoOOOoaaa.. and i think most prolly she will think im not straight... hahahaa... actually i tot of this when my mum ask me who the sms was from... and i told angel and angel suggested that say it is her... WHOA!! GREAT MIND THINK ALIKE!! WHAHHAHAHAH

i wanna work work work work work~~~~~~~

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China Doll

Friday, September 24, 2004

prelim start ler... meanin O level comin soon le... i want everything to be over quick and fast.. on the other hand.. im afraid to face it... sobz.. sign...

already taken my english, math paper 1, SS and practical.. eng-> T.T, math->=, SS-> =
seeee.. how am i goin to survive nehx... luckily.. hehehehe he is dere to encourage me.. muahah =X yea yea jia you jia you...

i blog 2 times a few days back but this shitty service doesnt work that well anymore.. either it is my computer lagging or their service lousy... hmmm..

mama had her surgery... not feelin very well.. so am i.. =( hse work all i do.. bloody younger brother always making me scream.. argh.. sucky... no moood to study...! =(

-gone-

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China Doll

Thursday, September 23, 2004

dOrtx... very shitty week... =( prelim start... i did blog a few days back.. damn this blog thingy... din publish my blog... suan ler... so long nv blog... tired and stressed up.. many things happen~~~

bad thing gd thing not so gd not so bad thing... whahaha.. *kI sIaO* my english paper suck.. hope i can pass my compo and 30+ for my paper 2.. TOLONG TOLONG =( tml math and SS more worried abt my math paper... zzzzzzzz.... hope can do... not in the mood to study.. see later den continue to go study lor....

now in the process of savin money... shld have start earlier.. but i think is 1 wk time im gonna spent everything at 1 go again... cos goin out with angel next friday.. sure broke ar.. lOL! suan le.. go out den say... next friday prelim enddddd!! YEA!!

smth happen to dear~ he v sad.. i noe de... dun sad ler.. sometimes things jux happen like this... take this opportunity to cherish every1 by ur side ba... every1 is loved in this world.. =D

dumb dumb... its only 1 mth plus b4 Os come.. lalala quickly come la.. den everything can end quickly.. den i can quickly go find job quickly do things i wanna do... QUICKKKKKKKK!!! -ki siao-

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China Doll

Monday, September 20, 2004

I WAN BRACESSS I WAN BRACESSSSSS!!!! mama pls lemme have braces.. =(
I WAN I WAN!!! *hMpH* arber i cannot smile nice nice XD =X

hMmMm... today monday.. LOL! was ki siao-ing all da way.. crappin and prawnin with felicia all da way... luffing over all da slightest matter.. christ, sab and jolean din attend sch.. so char was like alone.. but nvm~ she have us~ haha~ ^^ hahaha... my beloved JY had burnt her computer.. hahah actually not la. jux the wires.. LOL BUT WAS SO FREAKIN HILARIOUS!! resembles me on how i dismantled my computer keyboard and the switch.. -.-

liew... tmd... went home online... den gotta know my bro ish gonna book out of cos expectin him to come back ALONE... and den.. as i was kiao ka-ing so happily.... den sooooo many guy suddenly come into my hse.. liew... such thing eh... den bag anyhow throw... =.= bth...den snatch with me the toilet somemore!!!!!

k lor... nvm.. also gotta noe tt my sch have POOL TABLE!!! WHAHHAHA happy eh.. can play poool.. dun wan snooker.... table so big .. my body so short.. -.- and also.. kbox opened at pavillion.. WHAHHA so happy... mebbe after sch can go to k songs le.. WHAHHAHA

din noe he so sensitive de.. but den at least he bother to tell me he is angry.. hehehhe~ THANX! ^^

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China Doll

Sunday, September 19, 2004

... my hse finally have a sewin machine le.. -.- finally can alter my denim skirt YEA!!!!!!!!!!

neeway... ytd mama told me she goin surgery.. to tie her.. uh... fallopian tube.. den she cant go to work.. hafta stay at home to rest... for 2 wks.. she's not gonna cook or do hsework.. WHICH MEANS.. i will be the 1doin all da hsework... zzz.. any free maid or there pls? and i got my prelim.. it is startin on wednesday.. luckily i went thru some of the things already... but still feelin VERY unprepared

Oxidisin Agent:
- Potassium Dichromate
- Potassium Manganate
- Iodine
-Bromine (aq)

Reducin Agent:
- Iron Salts
- Potassium Iodide

Test For Chlorine Gas:
- a moist starch-iodide litmus paper

wow.. visitin my blog can be soooooo educational.. whahaha~ ^^

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China Doll

Saturday, September 18, 2004

People always talk about
Hey oh hey oh hey oh
All the things there all about
Hey oh hey oh hey oh
Write it on a piece of paper
Got a feeling now see you later
There's something bout me
Let's keep it moving
And if it's good lets just get something cooking
Cos I really wanna rock with you
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do (You do, you do)
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
But you must be some kind of superstar
Cos you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
You just make me wanna play

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China Doll

Friday, September 17, 2004

wah lan eh.. sibei pissed off lor.. this sickenin idiot from frenster.. keep sayin wanna see my pic in msn display pic... dunnoe how to go frenster see isit.. i like to put my display pic as cat cannot ar... fuck... still say my pic in frenster xia lan sia... den dun see la... knn.. nv say anything abt him he say me for no reason.... ~!^&*(

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argh my waist's gonna break soon... cant sit properly hahahaha~ feelin so terrible... blehx.. hahaha

today had the stress management thingy.. lOlx.. not v useful.. but the brain storming part was funny .. " see doctore take medicine and take MC" WHAHAHA and kanna suan by teacher for the "take MC part"

bahahahha~hmMmx... prelim's really near now.. gan chiong.. no matter how i study.. time dun seem to be enuff.. every1 says at least try ur best... but how best is my best? i dunno too.. try doin lotsa TYS but i still cant do so many questions from other schs prelim paper.. jialat hor.. dunnoe la.. try to make full use of time.. but v tiring... slpless night exhausting days sobz....

tml saturday can slp in.. finally... -zZz-

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China Doll

Thursday, September 16, 2004

ytd din blog.. went to slp at 9.30pm.. was tired.. and also my com i think it is gonna crash.. lOL

he tml goin back army ler~.. congratz wor.. i noe tts wat he hope for.. lOlx.. mux take care ar.. aiyooo.... =X

stupid.. ytd kanna cheated by my FOREVER so adorable gan xiao di.. he told me that he saw the accident at Bishan mrt yesterday.. den he told me it was a BOY.. and he sounded so real tt i gan chiong for him.. DEN i went to watch the news... the news said that it was a 70 YEARS OLD OLD MAN who was knock down.. so i went to ask my forever so cute ganxiaodi wat he said was true.. and guess wats his reply. "My acting good right?" I WAS LIKE WTH!!!

nvm la.. watever it is... today was like rainy for the whole day.. very cold.. was sitting by the door and the rain keep blowin and blowin and blowing. whoA. shiok.. perfect weather for slpin.. >.< =P

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China Doll

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

blehx.. yea yea new layout.. gonna be the last..prelim's coming.. gotta work real hard.. had a hard time decidin which will be my final blogskin.. decided to use this... kinda simple yet nice.. whahaha

today v tired also nehx... emath bandin was cancelled last minute wah.. den suddenly no place to go.. go home also sian stay in sch also sian..

blehx. lotsa ppl sick nowadays.. haiyo.. mux take care.. weather v sucky i noe.. but mux take care ma.. -.- stay at home slp! =D

biang eh.. sibei attitude... hate this ppl.. tryin to act until v mature like tt... knn.. den dun come say smth that make me feel so annoyed.. shitz man... make me wanna kan him.. but dun wan la.. v bad.. i niceeee gerrrrr~~~~~

haiz... still tired... goin to study hard.. not gonna blog so often... tired until i also dun wan sms le.. fingerz too tired to move... let alone call him.. sorry wor... i really v tired din mean not to call u this afternoon... kkIex *bOw*

-gone-

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China Doll

Monday, September 13, 2004

biang eh.. today sibei tired.. last night couldnt get to slp at all.. slept for only like 4 hrs? WHERE GOT ENOUGH FOR A PIG!!!! *OINKX*

liew... i ish singapore number 1 guai kia nehx.. tupid darren #$%^& i where got free.. *LOok aT taG boaRd* LOL! no la.. actually is time management i guess.. haha.. sorry darren din mean to scold u.. LOL!

neeway.. today at sch was like havin my eyes half open all da way.... freakin tired.. lesson was borin.. luckily we had the graduatin ceremony... hahaha. thou alittle long winded.. but the video part was hilarious *LMAO* =X den had the buffet. i realised next time if i ever attend anymroe buffet.. i gotta call cailing and felicia along.. whahaha. they sure noe how to snatch food.. LOL!!!

went home v restless... force myself did some work.. i did quite alot of work.. nvm.. the momentum is here.. haha gd gd~ STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! ^^

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China Doll

Sunday, September 12, 2004

today is sunday tml is monday... oh shitz... tml sch reopen.. which means prelim's gonna come and so is O lvl.. T.T

neeway, today is family day.. whole family went to courts and fairprice to do some shoppin without bickering.. hahahaha sooo nice.. long time nv go out like this ler... heheehhhe~

jux received angelina's call the birthday ger .. she told me she saw machi at pacific plaza.. so cool eh.. ahhahah H A P P Y-B I R T H D A Y hahha.. guess thats the best birthday prezzie for the day... yea...

managed to do some studyin today... v proud... did 1 chapter history and tt yellow booklet math.. but some question i jux cant figure out.. =( nvm.. tml go sch ask... =D 1st period MT whhah free period.. =X gonna revise... gonna push my self hard.. dear ask me work hard.. I WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ^^

aight... gonna watch tv.. hehehe -gone-

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China Doll

Saturday, September 11, 2004

liew... today i did smth v amazing.. i dismantled my computer keyboard... suddenly find that it is v interesting.. hahah cos i wanted to clean the keyboard due to the accumulation of dust.. so i took alcohol, cotton bud, cloth and tissue paper.. started cleaning rubbing.. spent about 45 minutes on tt.. yea... in the end... lotsa water got into the keyboard.. and when i switched on my computer.. suddenly this *beep beep* sound came on.. LOL! yea.. but the keyboard ki siao before i started cleaning 1 lehx... ya lor.. den after that i dismantled and forgot how to put back... so i slowly guess and put them back norhx.. den in the end i type nth came out... yea.. dunoe how am i goin to tell my bro back... BUT I JUX WANNA CLEAN THE KEYBOARD!!!! now im using the old keyboard...

havent been slpin well for the past few days.. not sure why.. keep driftin in and out from slp.. ewww.. yea.. hhha.. and he actually reached home 6 in da morning.. wow... also noe that he had been baddd~ LOL! =X

so sad.. mama today never bring me go shoppin.. =( stay at home 1 whole day rot.. tried forcin myself to study... but... haiz.. so sad.. no avail.. LOL! nono.. die die also mux force myself to study... not much time left..

STUDY STUDY STUDY

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China Doll

Friday, September 10, 2004

Its the battle between the angel and the devil.. hahah~ jux changed my layout.. quite eh.. kinda reflect in da reality.. ppl can be such angel 1 time and so devilish next moment.. awww.. how sad... hahaah~.. but i cant be bothered to do the font.. cos kinda troublesome.. mebbe u peeps wanna read jux highlight the words or smth... ^^

bahaha kinda guilty cos i din study much today.. was blastin techno all da way.. hhahaa yea all thanx to my cousin fren and i still yet to noe his name.. whahaha... yo ar yo.. oei.. me not ah lian hor.. singapore no.1 guai kia nehx! ^^ hahaah~

aiyo... so sad.. mama say dun wan bring me go chinatown shoppin wanna accompany my younger bro to dunman high for dunnoe wat thingy.. wat a tragedy for me.. T.T *cRIEs* nvm.. i shall stay at home to study and study... gonna "k" books le... hahhah~ K ar K

yea yea so happy today.. hahhaa manage to talk quite alot with angeline jie.. whahhaa.. simply love my 2 jies and xiao di jae to core! whOa~ u peeps rock mua world! ^^

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China Doll

Thursday, September 09, 2004

kinda pissed off right now... not sure why.. jux woke up from slp... wah.. slping rock~ but still feelin pisssssssssssssssssssss whhyyyyyyyy stupid fabian.. go johor liao.. si da bian.. nv bring me go... xD whaha... hahaha and yea.. angeline jie come back le... she definitely sound happier now... yea yea.. welcome back jiE! lOlx.. mish ya lots... den now ish hardly talk to janice jie ler... busy lor... she also takin O lvl this yr.. O lvl suck big time... =( make my life so miserable..

and bloody... so many unknown ppl add me in msn.. shitty... 24 yrs old sia.. lao pehpeh... still wanna act young isit.. biang eh.. simi go joggin drink kopi find it v comfortable to chat with me...crap sia.. limbu not interested...

oh yea oh yea... whoa.. lOlx.. got lotsa new songs in my song list.. xD all thanx to my cousin fren.. aight... still dunnoe his name.. o.O i think is irving? or isit not him? dunno la.. LOL!!!

smoke machine! roof is on fire! *burn motherfucker burn~* =X Mine! DJ RAD ROCK!!!!!!

neeway ytd went walk walk in bugis.. got a shock outta my life... i was turnin round the corner suddenly this guy appear in front of me... he is already v tall.. den he spike his hair so damn high also.. wah biang eh.. xia si ren.. can have a more decent hair or not.. bth sia... neeway... walked round monsoon.. saw another guy... hahah sasa sia~ his hair purple colour.. whole hair 1 lor... quite cool yo~ better den tt guy with v spiky hair.. yuck... *HMPH*

-yo ar yo- -gone-

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China Doll

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

today... v farni.. early morning.. have not wake up mama called me.. go NTUC buy egg... EGG!!! AGAIN!. my mama obsesse with eggs.. LOL!.. den nvm lor.. den my mama gave me a shock.. she told me that her hp spoiled so i asked her why~ den she is so cute... she told me that her hp dropped into toilet bowl.. wah.. i jitao speechless... LOL! cute hor...

nvm lor.. den early morning talk on phone again lor.. WHAHAHA =X

den went to bugis bought angel's birthday prezzie.. was damn cute.. whahhaa... wat it is.. for me to noe for u to find out =D hehehehhe~... jux received my hp bill.. WHAHHAA maintained at $17 + - lor.. pro lehx... for abt 5 mth liao lehx.. whahaha... ^^

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China Doll

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

whahaha...ytd went to slp at 10 pm cos of all da shopping spree and blah.. yea.. slpt for 12 hrs.. thou still not enuff but.. shiok ar.. cos ever since startin of da yr.. hardly slp more den 8 hrs.. >.< booo.. slping rock! *oInkX*

LOL! it wasnt only after 12 pm today.. den i noe it is my younger brother birthday.. my mum tot i was acting blur... LOL! but i really din noe.. =X forgive me pls.. WHAHHA but tt little idiot still piss me off.. @#$%^

guess i slpt more den usual.. LOL! havin migraine.. bOoO.. off to slp~ -oink-

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China Doll

Monday, September 06, 2004

today shoooo fun nehx... woke up early in da morning.. shoo tired.. o.OzZz budden whaha.. talk on phone early morning seh~~~~~... =X hahaha.. met char christ felicia cai and sab.. when to SP.. lOl.. talked non stop all da way... fun! haha... imagine... 6 gers playin with make up in da mrt.. wow.. LOL!

after tt SP thingy.. was kinda boring.. but who cares.. LOL! the souvenirs aint bad.. ahaha.. when down to town hahha.. christ did alot of shopping.. bought clothes and shoes.. but i spent my money on earrings neoprints and foooooood!! WO SHI ZHU!>.<
went home tired.. LOL! -slp-


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China Doll

Saturday, September 04, 2004

oOOOOO! hao kuai.. wo kan kai le.. i finally can understand how and why angel cried when she saw her first love... most prolly she will feel the same as me ba...blehx.. suan le... ZHEN XI YAN QIAN REN!!!

yea yea.. jux came back from TM bought a hairclip.. but not i wanna buy la.. ish mama buy 1... but sooner later also become mine.. whaha.. bought a bareback from giodarno... simple and nice.. YEA I LURRRRRRVVVVVVEEEE GIODARNO!! ^^

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China Doll

-New Guzheng $3000 XD~ lai lai who sponsor me-
-Get my belly button pierced right after O level-
-Get my hair cut and dyed at Toni&Guy-
-Converse sneaker.. =X-


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China Doll

Friday, September 03, 2004

zen me ban~ xin hen luan~ luan si le~ -walk away-

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Thursday, September 02, 2004

ytd wednesday, ch 8 8pm got the show for choosin the poly sch beau and belle... david aw was one of the contestant yepyep.. tt v yandaokia... hahaha.. he sibei thick skin seh...msg me in msn ask me vote for him LOL! k lor.. give him face vote him lor..but that KERSON WON!! omg.. shldnt be de lor.... and i started to recall the times when we 1st talk to each other, noe each other.. den met eacher other at the void deck and at da interchange.. *sIgH* it is the most regretful i have done in my 16 yrs of life.. sobsob.. but nvm la.. everything is over... its time to move on.. but kinda confused and vex at that time... suan le... fren fren now.. ^^

neeway.. went to sch... everybody says david aw so cute.. hahah was so proud tt i noe him seh.. LOL! hahah... den cailing say he smile like wonbin .. hahaha.. den quite alot of ppl go ga-ga over him.. LOL! EVEN ANGEL!!! hahaha... oh dear~ loLx.. k la...

today is a v fast day.. LOL! but was late for sch.. woke up at 7am HAHAHA 7.15am start sch... wow.. how fast i am hurhur~ bahahahahah~

daR~ *pIaO aH pIaO~* =X ^^

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China Doll

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

bahaha.. borin day.... today a holiday.. woke up in da morning.. feelin groggy.. think was last night.. keeo waking up... 1st time was at 12+am second 2nd time was at around 4+am.. shitz... been like this for the past few mths... dunnoe why... cant get a gd slp at all.. >.<

neeway.. he did sms me at around 1am+? ya.. guess he is kinda upset.. msg to kc: dun be sad wor.. learn how to take things slowly yea? ^^

bahahaha... last mth hp cfm pop... bahahaha.. sms over alot... jialat.. hahahah.. mux control!!! but nvm la.. all my sms reserve for him liao.. WHAHAH =X *pIaO aH piaO~* =X

freakin irritatin... stupid ppl from frenster keep pestering callin and sms-ing when i made it clear tt i dun like to sms and talk on phone.. although ytd conference with fren for abt 1hr.. haha but tt 1 different ma.. frenx is frenx.. those ppl are stranger.. different... hahaha... *aRgH*

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