China Doll
Thursday, December 30, 2004
ARGH! felt like a handicap. leg is aching. cant be bothered to blog ytd. neewat, i forgot wat i wanna blog.
oh ya. free on 31st dec. wat the heck. my cousin goin back to msia no ppl pei me shoppin liao. die also wan my naval pierce on that day. who wanna accompany me? WHAHAHA anyway saw an adidas cap love it super much. lala. gonna get the white one. =D yea!!!!! but scared easy dirty. how.. white or blue? white la. chin chye. sian. tired.
China Doll
Monday, December 27, 2004
nb cb. sibei dulan again liao lor. my off day stay at home still wanna make me so angry. find one voucher only also need to touch my things one meh. ANYWAY IT IS MY VOUCHER AND U HAVE NO RIGHT TO TOUCH IT. fuck u. u bunch of asshole. shld noe my temper one lor. i nv like ppl ransackin my things. done it not only once but twice. the first time i already blew my temper liek shit already.. TOLD U THAT UR VOUCHER IS SLOTTED WITH THAT STACK OF MESSY LETTERS ALREADY AND U INSIST IT IS NOT. now u found it dere. wat have u got to say. dun say im always throwin my temper like nobody's business. first u touch my diary. now u ransack my drawer. not only it contains all da letters my frenz had written to me but also many other personal things.
its makin me so fuckin upset man. dun blame me. for being rude to u AGAIN. COS IM NOT AT FAULT.
China Doll
awww.. so bored. was damn tired when workin. too hyper for the past few days. hardcore fact that all human get tired. LOL.
Sally from CSQ came down to help today. haha. crap around. ARGH!!!!! dun wan say anymore. too tired to think of anything to write. grr.. off i go to slp. tata.
China Doll
Sunday, December 26, 2004
HEY HEY PEEPS! MERRY CHRISTMAS
haha, well well, its xmas. time really flies. today is christmas. 5/6 more days to new year. O level's jux gone like tt. kinda miss tt stressed up time man. *sIgH* well well, ppl do grow old after all.
Aight, ytd din update. cos i reached home abt 2am. wat i did? here it is:
went to work as usual. full shift. BUT! smth wrong happen to me. i jux got so hyper when workin. all my colleagues were like wonderin wat happened to me. actually nth happen la. only my mama allow me to stay out late. so me, angel, xing yi, hongboon, shawn lim and euagn went for countdown at town. met angel and eugan at town 1st. i tot im the latest. was damn cramped. ppl sprayin strangers like no body's business. ahaha.. den waited for hongboon shawn and xingyi. was worried for Xing yi cos she was alone. awww... den we walked down to cineleisure. spotted a few familiar faces. saw glenn again. guess he is workin dere. whoa... cute.. hahaha =X ...alot of bengs and lians. and YDK!! =X ok. i was sabo by angel. kns.LOL! suggested playin pool. went to kpool check out. damn whole lot of ppl. and i noe hongboon jux got his eyes stuck on da pool tables. he love pool i noe. haha. so we sat outside the cybercafe at the lift lookin pathetic nowhere to go. so after a brainstormin session. we went back to bugis -.- to a pub suggested by shawn. Casear Pub. actually i wanted to go clubbin at MS. cos i was feelin high that night. but sure alot of ppl de. they dun wan. =( so went pub lor. shawn ordered Long Island Kiss. i find it nice lehx. but tt stupid Hongboon keep sayin tiger nicer. shit u la. LOL!
hmm.. smth not v nice did happen. dun wish to mention. those who is supposed to noe shld noe. haha. anyway, nv ever judge a book by its cover ba. tts all i wanna say.
so went home at around 1am+ cos i hafta get home by 2am. the guys are like "dun so early laaaaa..aaa....aaa.." siao eh. later i kanna slap again how. -.- den on the way back call dear dear~ YEA~ so long nv hear his voice le. lalalala.. =X -piaooooo- wahaha
tts all for xmas eve ^^
so today is xmas. work 12pm to 9 pm. was late for work. pia cab down. angel also late. haha she receive a warning letter le. damn busy. si ying from CSQ came down to help. hahaha very cute!!!!! Jo today release me early. haha cos she say i v guai today. LOL! yeayea. =X received a dolphin bracelet from jieying as a xmas xchange gift. aww. but my necklace broke. dammn itttt.. so went home with wilson . on mrt saw david aw. aight, i gave him the middle finger. cos he insist tt wilson is my date DAMN U DAVID AW! he was shock. LOL! as we lived near each other so we walked home together. but we sat at the void deck talk crap abit lor. he keep sayin my head big. T.T where got. my hair thick ma. hahaha anyway he v funny la. sibei crappy. more crappy den me. bth..
tts all ba. very tired le. nite nite. ^^
China Doll
Thursday, December 23, 2004
hmm.. work full shift. but wasnt feelin THAT well. had headache. slept durin my second break. but tt jie ying keep comin to disturb. niao de. -.-
work work work. got my head spinnin around. watever it is, pay day is comin. yea yea! best part of workin. 27/12/2004 11pm. MY VERY FIRST PAY! happy.!!!!
after work angel came down to bugis. went to bugis village to look for bags. saw mabel. a sch junior. den went round walkin. angel spotted a jacket. lala. hmm.. den saw airbrush tattoo. so me and angel got one. will post it tml or smth. heeee... den i msged dear told him i got a"tattoo" he shock. muahaha. airbrush la. use alcohol can rub away. but quite cool lor. LOL! lala will get one once im 18! muahah~ lala~ den her brother came to send us home. yea yea~
mama gave permission to countdown xmas. but wats the point of countin down xmas? jux an excuse for me to stay out late.
chatted with benny over msn. hahaha.. he still remember i owed him a meal. so mebbe one of da off day go treat him. well, i promised him -.- hmmm.. but he suggested gettin more ppl . lalal.. mebbe gettin angel to go with me? see that ydk. she sure crazy one. hahaha.
tml offff~ and angel is quittin on 31st jan. tts the last day for her. awwww...
oh ya. tml mama birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!
China Doll
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
actually, my hair not tt bad. jux alittle brown. aiya. dun care liao.
did a new layout. neat and tidy. added wavin stars and changed the midi. hohoho~ like the wavin stars very much. AINT IT SOOOO CUTE!!!! *wAvE waVe WaVe* *yO aR yO* =X
today off for meeeeeee. slack whole day again lor. slp eat online. slp eat online slp eat online. S I A N
angel ver funny today. work can call me chat one. den talk lor. say muz find spare tyre. so wun be bored and if one let u down can go find another. wah biang... hahaha... 21st century thinkin. YEA BABEH!!! aahahahha farni...
China Doll
Somebody is very proud of you.
Somebody is thinking of you.
Somebody is caring about you.
Somebody misses you.
Somebody wants to talk to you.
Somebody wants to be with you.
Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
Somebody wants to hold your hand.
Somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
Somebody wants you to be happy.
Somebody wants you to find him/her.
Somebody is celebrating your successes.
Somebody wants to give you a gift.
Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot.
Somebody wants to hug you.
Somebody loves you.
Somebody admires your strength.
Somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
Somebody thinks the world of you.
Somebody wants to protect you.
Somebody would do anything for you.
China Doll
Monday, December 20, 2004
ok. i jux become a red hair. and my hair stinks. damnit. how to go out face ppl. liew. and the root of my hair is like extremely reddish brown. and is TOTAL RED under light. Red dun suit tan ppl u noe. T.T only suit fair ppl. but im tan. *ubeR saD*
dear injured himself liao. pi gu kai hua. take care norhz.
today receive a call from I Model International. one lady approach me at orchard mrt when i was goin to wisma atrium to visit char a few wk ago. interview is on thursday. mama birthday. hmm... angel coming. cos we planned to go out together. told amma about it. she wanna tag along. liew. how lehx. i also wanna pierce my left tragus on tt day lehz.
Work for da day:
was alright. haha denise and jasmine today. foun dout smth shockin. jasmine smoke. MUAHHAA.. din noe tt. cos she dun look like a smoker. muaha.
China Doll
Sunday, December 19, 2004
wah.. leg sibei ruan... yesterday too tired to online. so nv online at all. lala.
Work for da day:
was alright. met Jo earlier at da mrt station. so walk to da shop together. talk abit. saw Lucy. grooooossssssss *pUkE* bunch of xiaolian and xiaobengs came to shop. me and jieying was fuckin pissed. nb. act seh onli. but very tired ar. lotsa peeps due to teh sale.
yea yea pay date closer and closer. super excited. hurhur.
honestly, bloggin gets sian and sian-er. lolx. *rUbbIsH* cos i keep forgettin wat i am suppose to update. hurhur.
anyway, i wan a adidas cap! the pink one!! thou it is only $19 bucks. nvm. mebbe me get the black and white one. =( the pink one is out of stock. damn it. went to the adidas shop to look around after work. i think i saw eddie. im not v sure abt it. cos he is suppose to have 3 blue stripes on his hair. but no matter how i look still dun have. so cant confirm it is him. anyway, who cares!
tuesday off thursday off. jux chatted with angel mua darling over da phone. lOlx. thursday goin to townnnnnn together. muahahah *eXcitEd* she xmas eve mebbe go pak tor with her ai ai liao lor. win liao. *sad* me alone. LOL! gonna pierce my left tragus on thursday. MUAHHHAHAHAHA =x piercin rock!! lala... tuesday stay at home slack. ask didi help me dye hair. lala.
haiya. sian. nth to blog. i'll be gone. -gone-
China Doll
Friday, December 17, 2004
muahha happy day wor.... dunnoe why. off day today. today take N lvl result. althou none of my business la. but alot of my fren takin ma. includin angeline jie and my cousins. hahha angel and ah wei cfm pass one ma. always confident with them 1. hahaha tell them can means can.
slack all da way lor. nth to do. paint my nails and stuff. went to see da doc. same same lor. everytime get same medication 1 de ma.
hai. today receive his sms. hhaa so unfortunate sia. watever it is bu yao qi nei lor. still young ma. have a long way to go. dun everytime hai hai hai. later all ur brain cell die ar. tell u... muhahaha... lalala.. i sick i eat durian. mauahhaha he fierce. ok.. ki siao... lurfe eww lurfe ewwww~ =X alalalal~
lOlx. still thinkin how to opne mouth to tell mama xmas eve wanna go sing midnight ktv with angel they all nia. *jIu shI kai bU lIaO kOU raNG ta zHI daO~ * =X AND I MISS MY TRAGUS PIERCING ALOTTTTTTTTTT ALOT ALOT ALOT!!! =( . dun care dun care.. wan go get anotehr 1. den put stick. den mama cannot seeeeeee....
China Doll
Thursday, December 16, 2004
okay. i did a dumb entry jux now. den decided to change it. cos it was dumb.
Work for da day:
was alright xiaomin jas jo and denise was so-so. crap quite alot. worked mornin shift got home 8.45p. cos i went to bugis village to gia gia. saw a shoulder bag. like it. thinkin whether shld get it. 28 gettin pay. weee best part of workin. bought an eyeshadow from missha. a new brand from korea. muahah like it v much. mebbe i shld get the rest of my make up from dere. cos it is so cute! tml off for me!!! weee~
i have decided to work for 3 month and den quit. time to enjoy after workin. alex and wilson workin at bugis. so everytime break i will go find them crap. lOlx.
was so bored bored bored. damn bored.
China Doll
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
me goin back to m'sia for chinese new year!!! yIPpIes!!!!! blardy happy. muahaha no work for me. *wOot* hope i am able to get into Zouk KL *evIl lUfF* but most liekly not de la. =(
work was better for me today. still not feelin well. i guess as long as i am workin, i will nv get well. muahaha wat ass logic is this man. hhaha... there is this female customer today, we do not have the pants she want so i offered help to check otehr outlets. check check check. one is at TP and another in J8 i think. i reserved both for her and she was like "omg you are so sweeetttt..", "thank you so much", "you are so so so sweet". yea that is wat she said i was like "huh? tt is wat i am suppose to do la." make me blush only... *sHY* LOL! no la. not sweet de. *bLusH*
today i kept coughin and coughin majiam i tio TB sian. today also Cara de wedding. dunnoe who is she anyway. jux noe tt she is the ASM of Ebase. bOo. who cares. *rolL eYes*
he cleared his bike license ler. takin teh test next yr ? yea next yr. best of luck to him ^^ so long nv have a gd chat with him ler. uber sian. haiz...
jux had my medication. drowsy. gone to slp. tata
China Doll
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
bah.. i wanna go back to sch. i wanna study. T.T *wOw* life is so boring. i dun wanna work but no work no money. in a dilemma. shld i quit my job. sian. too strict le. very stressful. hai.
anyway today is my off day. supposed to go to sentosa with cher and ma hommies. boooo sick. angel din go too.booohoo . woke up at 12.30pm. super shiok ar. den afternoon 3.30pm sleep till 6 pm. song bo.~ haha.. awww. i dun wanna work i dun wanna work i dun wanna work. *sad* workin suck.
where is he. =~( MIA again. super sian. sian sian sian. depression once again. i shld be enjoyin life for a 16 yrs old. why am i sloggin so hard man.. sian. sian sian. still have not recover for my voice. terrible horrible vegetable.
advise needed. shld i go rebond my hair. sian. go kimage ar. sure ex 1 lehx. haben get my christmas xchange gift for my colleagues. sian. bankrupt already. booohooo...
changed my blog template. saw some other ppl blog usin the same 1. dun really liek it. will change it again soon. think tt i will give up the tot of gettin braces. haiz.
China Doll
im not sure why. but this kinda feelin jux got over me. this world suck. i feel like isolatin myself. be it work or family. i jux suddenly lost interest in everything. i wanna go into deep slp. but i cant.
gettin ill already. had fever in da middle of da night. was shiverin. wanted to sms him. but guess he would be asleep. how sad. i miss him. tml supposed to go for the sentosa trip again. but not feelin well. not goin. sms cher to inform her but she din reply. hope she is not very upset bout it. im real sorry.
my incharge did evaluation with me. my performance in work is TWO THUMBS DOWN. bad bad bad. but is it forgivable? it is my first job afterall. but i got so demoralised. why why why. why did this kidna thing happen. mebbe im not suitable for this kinda work. angel want to quit already. but im workin for da sake of money. after quittin wat will i do? angel can afford to slack but i cant. zZz life is nv fair. so is the world. this is wat my colleagues jasmine said to me. anyway, she did enlighten me. she is really a nice girl. love chattin with her.
my incharge says i need more enthusiasium. watever u spell it. my english suck. im lettin my personal affairs affectin my work i admit. but some things cant be help. mood swings jxu crawl into me unknowingly. i tried my best to give my upmost shot in work. but i jux cant stop it.
life really suck big time. why must all the unhappiness occur at the same time. makin my life forever so miserable.
Let the pain overtake da sadness
China Doll
Sunday, December 12, 2004
muahaha.. ver tired nehx. dear change new phone 6260 jealous. he got new phone. my colleagues also got new phone! liew. lOlx.i also wan new phone! anyway i bought a uber cute handphone sock with 2 pink cotton balls on it. WAS SOOOOO DAMN CUTE LURVE IT SOOO MUCHIE! but my hp too big. nvm la. stretch abit den fit jux right ler. =X Oops. =X
grrr i lose my darn voice. damn it. 'sexy' voice i have when i shout "hi welcome" when workin. hurhur. den keep coughin. angel's down with fever. gawd. every1 is fallin ill. take care peeps put dere.
haha was recallin da momotea chalet. wanna say a big thank u for tt fun nite ^^ esp to zhirui for driving us home. all da way to jurong den bukit panjang den tampines. and also to suntec jux to fetch ah ma and yen. whoa. ppl got his own car lehx. and dun mind wastin his car oil. LOL! in addition, jan jie and angel jie. *wOoT*
here are some pics. lol. some very ugly ar. dun wan to put all up. jux put up a few. hurhur. prepare to puke ba.
yumyum foood!!!!
guess whos feet. lolx.. consistin of mine, candace shi qi jan jie and angel LOL!
this siao charbor. take picture wanna hug me so tight. tts candace. uber cute nia.
eee i look liek ah neh like tt. me so dark. -.- diao. jie mei qing shen!
hoho. stil got alot of other pic. lOlx. tts all peeps
hMmmz.. today work was fine. except for my throat. my colleagues suddenly wanted yo blast techno. so blast lor. WHOOOOOOOO angel got jealous bo? =X den we change to r&b and den to techno and den to r&b and back and forth. hurhur.. kakaka.. sian. very tired workin. zZz off to slp! -eyes close-
China Doll
YEAYEA! momotea chalet fun!
peeps i met:
candace, jan jie angeline jie pk3 kun zhirui siong shiqi yen huizhen ah ma ting yihui and 2 other unknown ppl. ahhaha fun fun fun. dunnoe how to start fire. ask the surveyor. LOL! super fun. and pk3 and yihui liew.. bth nia forever fightin 1. lOL!
hope can have somemore of this kinda gathering. yea babeh!!!!!!!!! forever in my memories. pics will be uploaded soon!
some bad things did happen. dun wish to mention. put away all my woes. take a brave step forwrad. i shall live on.
China Doll
Friday, December 10, 2004
sian. my mama found out i pierce my tragus. sian. she say i capable go pierce one more lor. ok lor. she say like tt. i go pierce my naval for sure liao. den she say one more hole on me i can take all my clothes go out of da hse le.
i also dunnoe la. piercin only ma. den say until my dressin for wat. i work cfm have to makeup one wat. say until liek i go into prostitution . nabei. i dun understand her lor. she jux dun trust me. i dun smoke dun do drugs. big fuck ar. everything i wrong. WO JIU PIAN PIAN GO PIERCE MY ANOTHER TRAGUS YOU ZEN YANG!! if i wan to turn bad, i dun have to wait till now lor. i could have done so way back.
still say if my dressin continue to be like this, dun work stay at home. CHEEBYE STAY AT HOME U GIVE ME MONEY SPEND AR. _|_
why is it tat everytime this kinda thing happen, im always the one endin up crying. even thou im not in da fault lor. i dunnoe wat i did that make my mum disturst me so much. argue with her talk back with her, she say i attitude, this morning still say i change. i change wat. i go back home once work ended. late abit cos i have to learn to do some work, she scold.wats wrong with her. use my own money buy my own things she kpkb. my things not her things lehx. very sick and tired of all this.
if really keep on like tt i really dunnoe wat to do already. this sucks man.
China Doll
Thursday, December 09, 2004
argh. am friggin tiring. help help help. terrible headache plus sore throat. *gaSp* no fever pls. i have a chalet tml. pls dun be sick. i wanna have fun. anyway, tml is da big day. MOMOTEA CHALET!. geeeez... very happy. but ah ma say she mebe not goin cos yen not goin. awww.. how sad. yihui,kun, jan jie max and his fren already there ton liao. me still here type. *sIgH* if not for work, i would have deifinitely stay over night.
work today is fine. quite alright. but the throbbin pain in my head wun go away. makes me feel so friggin tired. yawnin all da way when workin. grrr.. met tricia. she work in plaza singapura de ebase. she nice lehx. ahah teach me how to get into clubs. eh eh, secret .. shshhs =X quite nice ar. den talk abt alot of things. her nick name is 'pink tai-tai' aahahah very cute.
neeway, saw glenn. was stoning when i saw this familiar hair. so i look at the face. duh. was thinkin whetehr it is him not. he look kinda gay-ish with a shoulder bag. oopsie. din confirm he is glenn till jux now when i read his blog sayin he went bugis. so tt's him. nice face. tt's all i hafta say. =D
sianz. life is so sian. but it hafta go on. sian. think he MIA again. sian.
S I A N
-half dead-
China Doll
wooootttt.. im back. miss me bo? lOlx. anyway for the past few weeks quite alot of thing happen.
quarrel with mama. she read my diary. damn pissed off.
of cos there is work. damn tired. stand for long hours. and fiona tan came today. honestly. i prefer her perm hair. so i decided to chat up with her abit. she suan me say my hair is BETTER. damn her. 27 yrs old liao. to me she look like 30+ =O ooPsie. work with jasmine. nice ger!!! chinablack clubber. so is shirley. shirley nice wor.
yesterday went to sentosay siloso. was like sian 1/2 the wind blow blow blow. no sun. sian 1 lor. so me and cher and bird went off to bath at around 4+pm. den suddenly this guy came up to me ask for my number say is his fren wan de.. siao siao this guy got anggong on his arm k. nb. smoke at the beach somemore. damn piss off lor. ppl enjoyin the environment, u dere smokin and SPIT SOMEMORE!. limbu almost wanred ti slap u when u ask for my number. in the end he pester and pester till i bth. give la. den suppose to be his fren sms me. in the end his frne and him started messagin me. sibei geiyan. but he got a nice name. Andric. unique. and his fren name is junrong i think. cant remember. watever it is.
me, cher and bird got so bored. we started playin with the sands. did some dumb things. and i kept singin "My Boo" AWW MY FAVE!!!
so we did this hand print on da sand. on the extreme left is my print. middle is bird and right is cher. hurhur. cute eh?
also jae xiaodi go HK liao. i ask him bring some chiobu and yandaokia back. ahhaa. take care in HK ^^
now work work work. haven slack enuff work. sian. so i took this pic. ugly de.i snet this to him too. whaha.
oh ya. saw lotsa peeps when workin. saw david aw too. damn him. why he always have to wear so strikin colour. BRIGHT ORANGE> WAH! one look all attention on him. LOL!
had my tragus pierce on monday. woot. but feel tt is too low. mebbe gettin 1 on the otehr ear. hafta wait till next wk. den have money. sian and my foundation CRACK I JUX BOUGHT IT _|_ really broke. help.
gtg. very late liao. fuckin piss. papa dunnoe ki simi siao. go to your happy hour la. all u noe is to drink with ur fren and gambl.e nb. come and care me for wat. stay at home only scold. cb. _|_
i go slp liao la. #$%^&*(
aight. the time now is real late. and i have to work tml.