China Doll
Sunday, July 31, 2005
The past few days has been hell. Rushing through journals and stuff. plus work and outings. gosh. how am i gonna survive.
aight. updates.
Friday.
The day i loved most. short hours at school. I love Kinghar. haha. though she is like so damn naggy. I still love her. I GOT MY FIRST A!!!! MEDIA AND SOCIETY TEST! am damn happy. lala. i love media and society but hate soon soon LMAO. met up with angel crashed her lecture. went down to bugis den suntec. got my adidas bag.! hooraayy! did the remaining journal for the rest of the night.
Saturday.
Met up with my boy *hooray* in da morning for late breakfast/early lunch. had ya kun. french toast! i love french toast!! ma boy ate the cheese toast. i still find french toast nicer. muahah.. got a Nalgene gigantic water bottle. great. now i have to carry a bomb everywhere. hehe. its purple in colour de! accompanied ma boy to the arcade. watched him played. just kept laughing all the way. slack our time away in MPH. its not amazing for me to go to MPH la. but amazing for my boy to go in la. =X looked at some books. pulled him to the O lvl section. HAHHAHAHA. had a great time punching him. *LMAO*
work was fine. tiring. lotsa stock to open. new arrivals. the design kinda suck. pui. Think angel help me buuy some nail art stuff. great! ^^
China Doll
Friday, July 29, 2005
I fucking hate Graphic Fundamental Design and teh teacher who taught us.
China Doll
Thursday, July 28, 2005
I was typing my marketing journal on advertising when i got really bored. SO! I've decided to spend my time bloggin on rubbish instead.
Had a 'fake' press conference for journalism lecture. Was... really boring? I couldn't catch what the person was saying. He's a ang moh anyway. With the slangs and all that. Desperately scribbling away. But i sitll gave up. haha. who cares. =X
It's been a long time since went to work. I almost forgot that I have to work. I reminded Christina to remind me to go to Parkway after school. *LMAO* How funny is that. Work sucks for the matter-of-fact. Everybody's moody. Not much fun.
ITS PAY DAYYYYYYY!!!!
China Doll
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
I am feeling really stressed and irritated by everything else around me. Stop asking if I am okay or not. How many times i must repeat that I AM ALRIGHT. So what so many things that shouldn't be happening but still happened? It happened on me. So you guys don't really have to care so mcuh about me. I know what all you are trying to be concern. Somehow i just don't feel that way. If I am not alright, i wouldn't be here typing all this shit. I would most probably be in a cemetry by now. So, main point is, shuddap and let me get on with life.
Aight. Enough of the ranting and ravings. Maybe it is just my usual mood swing. Pardon me please. Announcement to be made. Blog owner's attach. Hmm... but i see no difference. I still go to school, chiong my HW, rush through projects and go to work. ROAR.
EH GOPAL(ANGEL) U SIBEI KPO LAAA! LMAO! love u to bits girl. hahha
China Doll
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Updates on Zpop:
Holy molly!! da zpop gangs! with new members! lets give a warm welcome to Angeline Tan Kah Ying and Rena! *rOund Of aPplAusE* Despite tight schedules and projects that was bombarded on us, wb xy and hw still make it to Zpop 2005. The pact was unbroken. *heh* except qian. awww.. gonna piak his pipi. The part that really makes me go crazy is, of course, LIN JUN JIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY DARLING!!! My gooood!He is just so darn good. PLus Ben C and Shi Wen BinG!!! ahh! all very good singers. almost fainted. Showed our support for SR Natha*HAHAHA* den we proceed to Bedok Blk 85 to have supper. IT WAS LIKE HEAVEN!. Didn't shout and have supper like this for a long time already. how nice if this were to go on. *sIgH*
Update on SAFTI:
Went to the Military Institute at Boon Lay for dunch know what commision thing la. lOlz. Bro was dere. took MANY MANY (and i really mean many) pics. So many NS guys in uniforms. got alittle too high. younger bro said alot of guys stared at me. whoo... scary. nv see charbor b4 isit. LOL! and i got very irritated by my mum. -.- sobz. Boonlay, NS, uniforms botak heads. REMINDERS!! haiz.. my eyes were darting around. hopin to see a familiar faces. and i wonder, so what if i recognised him? will he recognise me? and i really did see someone who resembles him la. but i dun think so la. when he speaks to my mum he keep lookin in my direction. oh my god. he look gd lorrrrrrrrrrrr..... small eyes tall botak. i supposed he have smooth complexion too? yea. omg. and i have concluded that all guys in NS looks the same except for the height. *LOL!*
Pics be uploaded once im free. =D
China Doll
Saturday, July 23, 2005
now, i noe how much i hated liars. i dun see sinecerity i dun see trust. take it as im petty ba. this is just another thing i cant stand. Think i have attitude? fuck off den.
China Doll
Thursday, July 21, 2005
lesson starts at 8 i woke up at 8. lmai skipped GDF. went to school wanted to attend Journalism. in the end stayed in mac lab rush thru another assignment. haiz. went to work. fret over bills. did i ever mentioned i flunk my journalism? i got a F. F!!! my goodness. im only in year one. sigh.
China Doll
Monday, July 18, 2005
okaez. update for min fei's chalet. nth much actually. thought it will be very happenin with lotsa bengs and lian. still scared me and angel paiseh. den in the end is we make ppl paiseh. haha. not much ppl lor. only got 3 girl. sit outside stare and talk. got 2 yandao kia na... xD~ bdae boy was cute on that day.. ya la. on that day only. haha. wait till i got the pic from angel den i'll post it up. =)
today is a sucky day. other den me completin my brochure after much struggling. till now, none of my assignments got a A. damn pathetic. damn stressed. Problems again. when will i stop havin problems. i miss the old days. I seriously need money. im not jokin. i neeta pay a bill of $200. my bank has less den that. shitty shit.
This was taken at Bugis MOS burger before proceedin to min fei's chalet. the lightning dere damn gd. haha. den i edited with photoshop. heheheh
China Doll
Sunday, July 17, 2005
"Wei he ni Cinderella, liu gei wo yi wang wu ji de si nian. Waitin for you I'm waiting for u waiting for you come here to my dream"
I was shock. to see him online. haha. thought he had already blocked me, an irritatin pest. was overwhelmed with emotions once again. flooded with past memories. struggling to keep my tears inside. Im feel much more better now. especially when i tot of him. wat makes me happy was the happiness he gave me b4. im thankful for that. and i hate him for hurting me so long.
i tot of him. den i tot of chris. confused, was wat i am. chris been gd to me. but the feeling he gave me wasnt the same that he gave me. Im searching for the same old feeling that was given to me b4. Im afraid i nv manage to find that. I really dunnoe wat to do. i dun wan to think. bahhhhh... kill me pls.. ROAR
China Doll
Went to J8 to relief today. Went to Hougang this morning. to have my breakfast. abit lame lor. den went down to J8 by bus. played around lo... den he came to sned me home again. abit sian diaoo liao.. sudden depression. Rachel, huibin, xiaomin keep asking me go CHinablack. cos free entry. v gian leh.... but sad la.. cannot still... rachel even help me think of excuse... jitao siannnn...
China Doll
Thursday, July 14, 2005
I was very amazed. How a guy, just because of his brothers, cried so emotionally. Mebbe its the alcohol that made him a sober. But its funny that he felt useless, felt incomplete cos he cant do anything but see his brothers go in. I was very shock to hear him say all this. Cos i din expect him, this kinda guy to be so emotional. He was being brought down. hmm.. interesting. the inability to control one's emotion.
Anyway, was suppose to go sch to do my brochure. things din turn out well. i din complete my assignment. In fact i din even start on it. Den i proceed to angel's house to nua. nua and nua. nua until sibei shiok ah. =X tml i wun be goin to MSQ to work. heh. gd. goin to bugis! yea! my second home! lolz.
China Doll
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
haven been sleeping well for the past few days. dunnoe why. mebbe talk to much on phone liao. met up with angel went to starbuck and slack and take neoprints . Had my fourth hole pierced on my right ear. heh. went to work. den chris came to send me. tio suan till jialat. haiz. IT IS A SMALL WORLD SIA.
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the fantastic oreo cheesecake that i ordered. IT WAS HEAVEN! my first bite, i saw angels floating down from the sky. I see beautiful multi-colored shooting stars. it was like WOW!
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Angel's warm choco cake. we shared our food anyway. haha.. OiIiIiSHHhiiIi
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Plus a cup of ice caramel. this is wat i call life kkk..
So we went to take neoprint. heh..
I look dreamy sia... angel loves this pic
Left: i was erm... tryin to.... act... err... tai tai? =X
Right: abit kiam pa leh this pic. my eyes so mini.
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Left: i dunoe wat the hell both of us are doin. LMAO
Right: This pic shows how much i love my girl. Haha
bleah
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kanna shot by angel when she came to my hse. --v
China Doll
Monday, July 11, 2005
I just received a message from a guy in friendster.
"hihi. can we have sex"
wow! i was shocked! Does my pic make me look like a loose young adult? Do my looks really have da sex appeal there? I suddenly feel so sexy. *LMAO*
Anyway i was pissed by this kinda desperado. my goodness.
China Doll
WOOO! Worked full shift at bugis today. Was like damn fuckin happy? haha.. my home! hehe.. but the ppl there not the same anymore *sIgh* lucky i have moli and jo. Great workin day. haven been so happy since i started workin. workin at bugis always make me feel happier. The shop will get so busy that u dun even have the time to drink a mouthful of water or go to toilet. Definitely send ur adrenaline rushin! woot. I love Ebase Bugis.
China Doll
Saturday, July 09, 2005
The day start with us going to the sacred place SENTOSA!
We din really take pictures of us sun tanning la. but it was great. I became a malay already. -.- sun was big. hooray.! While waiting for the bus to go back to city.
still waiting.
bored. so i decided to act cute. hehe. dun be scared hor!
so we reached town and started our shopping trip at Marina Square (MSQ). We ate at Cavana. Not bad leh. affordable. Angel ate the Spicy flavour and me the terriyaki. NICE!!!
So while in the train, we decided to lame. This is angel's infamous gold bag that reflects light. OMG!!! strikin..
Still at MSQ outside. hehe.
Angel tried to snapshot me. hehe. WOW! WO SHAN!
model-like me posing outside MSQ look at that crown bling bling i bought at a prive of $28 .
After MSQ, we headed to bugis! DOUBLE HOORAY!!! and we saw armour tanks and army cars and staff. XAT EHHHHH! outside Citilink. hehhee. alot of army guys. turn on sia. LOL!
more high liaooo..
Us in Bugis! hehehe... fun!
we bought alot of things nia. we bought 4 necklace each. I got one bracelet one ring 2 face mask and one nail polish and many many food. LMAO HAHAHHA IM A HAPPY GIRL!!!!
China Doll
Thursday, July 07, 2005
HOHO! my whole mind is just filled with SATURDAY! wassup with SATURDAY? im gonna chill with my bestie at sentosa and town! i even thought of what to eat already! MUA GAWD!
TEST is officially over for me. Big shitz. assignments and project. sigh.. bah.. who cares. i will just enjoy enjoy and more enjoy. *GigGle* saturday's the big day!!!
IM ALL ABOUT SATURDAY.!!!!!!
now everyone knows Im really lookin forward to my "big day" so dun be a spoiler for that day yea? if u do that, im gonna break ur neck ur hands ur leg. *CraCk KnUcKles*
China Doll
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Whatever shit. I am so darn pissed with everything. With my mum, with my bro, with my work, with test! damnit.
Actually I havent been workin for the past few days. bOo! meanin less money. Bah! who cares Im really a big spender. i should really stop spendin so much. Im feelin so guilty. I should save.
SAVE!
SAVE!!
SAVE!!!
*sIgH* I hate myself la. kill me pls. pluuuuuuueaaaseeeeee?
I was listenin to Tong Hua just now in my room. My room has a surround sound system. so listenin to music is so shiok ah! =X so i was reading my notes, humming along. den i started singin aloud. Well, everyone loves this song right? i love it alot. den i started cryin la. SHIT LA. sigh. i think of him again. i missed those days. those days when i tot i was the happiest girl alive.
But now, i have a screwed up life. I have tons of undone assignments. i overspent. i need money. i need time i need everything la. Life is getting sucky. __
China Doll
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
MY GAWWWDDDDDDD! my journalism mid term test is just a few hours away. haiz. im so saded. *waIl* will i be able to do the paper? sigh.. save meeee......!!!
China Doll
Monday, July 04, 2005
on ma playlist. a lil' bit 50Cents. hoho! hiphop!
here's abit of photo for ur ppl to puke. taken at century square's ebase. dunnoe how many wks ago. hee.. dressed really YO tt time. had a cap somemore. YO DE LEH!. cept for my leg. cos my leg is a ba zhang tt day. neeway, stop the crap and here it is!
YO NORTZ? (ignore my leg pls*)
YO LA!!!
haha...yo righhhhttttt????????din wear the cap. cos i tot i look real retarded. haha. super pai seh lor. cos im not used to wearing cap. and it kept covering my eyes. damn. jay wannabe. *LMAO*
sigh. i miss my carefree life.
China Doll
Sunday, July 03, 2005
jitao sian liao. lecturers like to say that we people from CMM are ELITES.
elite.... hmmmm...
elitee.... wowwwww.......
elite.... clever leh!!!!
elitee......
ELITE MY FEET AR! kns. elite. elite means mux have more project. elite means mux have more homework.
i feel so pressurized man...... so far i haven even get an A for any of my assignments. best is only a B+ SHIT LA. KNN! ANGRY LEH! NO MONEY TO KEEP MYSELF HAPPY SOMEMORE! @#$%^&*( jitao wan to scold ppl liao. grrr... my language cannot make it de... sobz... so what if i try my best. try my best result still like tt.. everything so result-orientated. shitz world this is. fuck fuck fuck.