China Doll
Saturday, January 28, 2006
I was about to start studying the next topic for psychology when I got the sudden urge to blog.
Am in rather good mood for the day. Because I went out with my girl and I studied! lala.. Am so happy that Im making progress in studying for test and for my individual presentation. Am worried over my business plan thou. grr
Here's my plan for tomorrow:
- try waking up early to clean my room
- go to pay hp bills and buy wallet for my bro
- get done with my speech for individual presentation. Visuals can wait.
- study as much topic as I can for psychology test.
Oh yes! I feel alot better like this.
China Doll
Thursday, January 26, 2006
my mood is like fuck right now.
China Doll
Monday, January 23, 2006
Here I am once again feeling sick and tired.
Didn't attend jam and hop. Cos me and my girl somehow feel that we were not going to enjoy. Crashed town instead. Surprisingly, we weren't in the mood to shop. #$%^&8 Yak our way through the night. Things only get better till we took neoprint. Am lazy to scan. Will do it when I feel better.
Nevertheless, I always feel at ease with my girl.
Saw many many familiar faces. The guais, the bengs, the lians, the siao etc etc.
China Doll
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Playlist - Beyonce feat Slim Thug - Check on It
I was eating tomyam flavored maggie when I suddenly recalled something. I dip buttercracker into the sour and spicy soup and ate it a few months ago. Omg. I can't believe that I did that. Living in poverty. T.T
Am missing my girl la. Din see her for about 2 days? Dyin to chill with her. Anywayyyy, tomorrow jam and hop!
Tomorrow:
- Called up publisher to find out cost for project
- Do psychology quiz
- Do MMPrin e-lecture and quiz
- Do research for my PerCom individual presentation
- If I don't feel tired, maybe I'll study alittle of psychology.
- Go crazy durin Jam&Hop. I seriously hope there's good music since there is nothing else. and its gonna bee soooooo hot. as in warm. omfg. dance dance dance dance r&b hiphop r&b hiphop r&b hiphop r&b hiphop
Happy Birthday Qing Ai de Baoling. I miss ya!!!!!
China Doll
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
I tot after the guzheng commotion everything simmered down and returned to normal. Yes it did but not completely.
I feel really bewildered that how my mum actually had spies all over. Really unsafe. I feel really insecure. I don't want to do this but I have no choice I guess. I don't know who say/did what and through whatever la. Cant really be bothered. Justa play safe. =)
This blog will still be relatively active. But most of it will be in my new blog. Saying a big thank you to my regulars *I know who you are! haha* Holler at me in msn to get my new url. If Im in good mood I might just give u my new blog address. Right. As if alot of people wants to read my blog. Zzz...
My hair is violet brown! HEHE
China Doll
I am in a depressed mode la. Stupid shit. everything suck can. I got a C for my journals. sian 1/2 liao lor. Photography isnt good also lor. fuck everything.
China Doll
Monday, January 16, 2006
I am fuckin stress. Should I do macro or colours for photography? Colours is so difficult! Macro is like.. whats there to take other than flowers?!?
Omfg. Am damn stress.
China Doll
My throat is.... burning. Too much food on Saturday. Too much Hi welcome/hello welcome in/Hi goodafternoon/Good evening/Bye thank you/See you again/Enjoy your day/Happy new year!
I dun speak normally now. I croak like a frog. Poor Elli. She lost her voice today. She cant even croak. I lost half of mine.
Plus Otak and nian gao. omfg. I don't really know how to take care of myself.
China Doll
Sunday, January 15, 2006
My girl is shocked to see him. I am shocked to hear that my girl saw him at JURONG POINT! (omg. thats the other end)
Why is it that my girl saw him and not me!
Somehow, I wish that my girl never called me to tell me.
On the other hand, Im glad to know that you are doin well. =)
China Doll
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Today is just another rainy day. The rain just keeps falling and it is freeeeeeezzinnnng! I really can't stand coldness! I can stand heat but never coldness! Am gonna freak out.
So depressing because of the rain. Makes me feel so lazy. Worst of all it makes me feels like crying. Omfg. Whats wrong with me. PMS perhaps?
Went to have my hair cut. No more Kimage at Funan la. Cos am damn broke. Make do with Fusion. zZz. The hairstylist is omgomgomg. -.- I asked the girl who's the most recommended hairstylist. She said "I'll get Bryan to help you get." So I guess he is the most recommended stylist.
HOWEVER! The way he cut, the way he look, I am still not convinced he is a professional hairstylist. I don't feel any zai-ness in the way he cuts my hair like how Yangyang does. Haiya. I told him to do what he like to my hair as long as it is not too short and messy. But he keep asking me what I want! If I know I would not have sat there so quietly like a mute k! Mygdnessssss!
kapok from my friend's friendster. nice right? blood tears.
China Doll
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
I getting rather emo. I cant get started on my last entry for percom which is the email entry. fuck. I have nothing to shoot for photography. The fucking weather. Damn macro damn colours damn portrait. fuck.
I was irritated by a post by someone. fuck. damn.
Uncle Toby yogurt bar isnt doin me any good. r&b and hiphop failed to cheer me up. America Next Top Model din make me feel any better. WTF!
Im losing my beauty sleep. Im losing my appetite. What else am I gonna lose. nb.
China Doll
Monday, January 09, 2006
Sometimes, things do not happen the way we want them to be. It's really heartbreakin to hear my beloved girl cry again. It's been a long time since i heard her cry. To hear her cry, is like making myself cry. For whatever happened, I hope you go on strong. Your current love is a good one. Long ge hao! long ge bang! long ge ding gua gua!
I fully understand your situation girl. But since it is very obvious that there is no way that everything will revert back, just let it go. I have already let go mine. I swear. You can do the same too. Moreover, in your case, you've a very valid reason from him. You, can do it.
All this brings back those painful memories of mine. I feel like crying too. But i wun. I cant stop repeating that all men are bastard. err.. to a certain extent la.
Maybe all NS men are bastard. PUI. maybe only.
Anyway, congratz my lovely PohLeng aka BAO!! She've found her love. buay pai eh..
Sudden urge to club. Cravin for Graveyard.
China Doll
Sunday, January 08, 2006
You said that I am short. Im fine with that. I am. But what I can do? So what if you are tall and BIG SIZE. Does that mean that you are more superior than the others?
You said I am shallow. I was quite offended. Because you don't me well at all. And you said I am shallow. I asked Eric whether I am or not. He's one of the guy whom I think is quite intelligent depite being a poly halfway dropout. He said Im not. Brandon said Im not too. Im quite sure myself that Im not shallow. Maybe alil' retarded. LOL.
You said I don't speak well. Hmm.. I don't speak very well in english. But I think I speak ok in chinese. I belong to Ch 8.
You said I am not as intelligent as you. OMFG! How thick skin can you get. Writing as an intern for a magazine shows that you are more intelligent than anyone else? I may not be academically inclined but Im sure my personality and character is better than yours. I bet you don't really have many friends.
If you really wanna come and talk about me, I have alot to say about you too.
I feel rather innocent to be drag down into this matter. Cos I don't really give a fuck about your relationship with Brandon. I just treated him as a friend. I dont give a fuck about how he feels about me because I already have someone in my mind. So you don't come and give me so much fucking trouble. Hopefully, you dont go round spreadin rumours which can be rather damaging. If this is the case, you are the shallow one.
I know you are going to hate me. Because Brandon compared you with me. And urm.. he said something which I know is quite hurtful. I insist Im the innocent party.
I am not sure whether what he said is true or not. Cant really be bothered. Just that my fragile is hurt with your words. HAHA. BUT WHO GIVES A DAMN ABOUT U RUHUA! =X
Am just doing the Jay Chou Style. Not the xiao lian style. Don't believe me? Look at the lyric book of his latest album. I did almost the same expression as him. HAHA. So cute right.
China Doll
Friday, January 06, 2006
It's been a long time since I had a decent post. Feeling rather slack for the past few days thou I have quite abit of projects to do. Am worried that I am not worried. hmm..
Me. Zi lian lor. I like that top I bought from Msia. Nice motif. Thou the cutting din really fit nicely cos my bodyframe is not nice. Big tummy and bad shoulder. Please ignore my little pinky sticky out. haha.
Randomness. zZz
My classmate, Sheriza and me! She taught me the "diu diu diu" techno dance. Was damn funny. She's a rugby player. Believe it. She's is even more skinny den me.
ShuMin and me. My psycholody mates. She lives a bungalow around Serangoon Garden. 3 storey high, with a carpeted basement, a karaoke system, freaking big plasma tv and comfy sofa. Oh my god. Her house is heaven.
Me and Tricia. My another psychology mate. Pardon my eyebag. T.T
A day ago, I injured myself. Not very serious. But it's very troublesome. Bored I was, I did this:
Cute hor... I think it is v cute leh..
China Doll
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Test result are out. Got an A for Journalism. Am so goddamn happy. B+ for MMPrin. Happy enough. A for photography. Who cares about that.
blahz. It's time to chiong projects and assignments. This sucks. Cant wait for holiday.
I think Im in love...
China Doll
Monday, January 02, 2006
How does it feels to be on a speeding bike, with the rain fallin on ya?
Shiok is da word.
Thanks Jason.
China Doll
I am so fuckin disappointed on New year Eve.
I WASNT EVEN DRUNK FOR HEAVEN SAKKKKEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We had 4 shots of sex on the beach (omg. damn nice.), 2 Graveyard (hell yea), vodka for all, Bloody Mary. Seriously I think Bloody Mary is bloody nice But it sucks when u keep switching between Graveyard and Bloody Mary. ANYWAY, the hardcore drinkin was before twelve. So even right before 12am u see 5 seh kias ki siao near the bar. We started our game la. Scissors paper stones blah blah. Damn funny. Attracted funny stares.
The dance floor was still fuckin empty at 11.45pm. With the alcohol all running in our blood, ma ladies cannot stand it started shaking at the place where we stand. Den! Cheryl really buay tahan, pull me into the dance floor. How embarrassin. Only 2 of us suddenly appear on dance floor. So bo bian, started shaking. Within one minute the dance floor pack already. *like wth!* So, with all the alcohol gettin into our blood system. Started dancing. Amazingly, Graveyard did not get us down like the previous time. Cos I think my ladies and I really sweat it out by dancing.
I must say, Im pretty amazed by how well my ladies ( cher bao and bird) can shake their ass. Esp. cher. I've never seen you so wild before!
Was surrounded by guys. Didn't really care and dirty dance with angel all the way. They started cheering. Den all of us getting alil' too high. Danced with a guy named Jason. Not too bad la. Lucky he's not those touchy type thou he tried to put his hands on my waist but I brushed it away. But I did tease and dirty dance abit with him la. Half way thru, I was sandwiched between 2 guys. T.T Jason and his friends I think. Felt alil' helpless and I wasn't saved by my ladies. T.T bo xim. All the while, Im constantly lookin out for my girls. So that they wun get lost or taken advantage of. Esp angelina tan. I actually have to pull her away from the guy. very busy *shake head*
LOL! come to think of it, I think I really v hiong on new year eve. More hiong than xmas eve. Cos I remember I hitting on the guys head when I was dancin madly. My head was hit too. AND! I was being pushed by this fuckin fat girl. And her friend who was dancin with miss lil' fatty kept starin at us. I tried to elbow her la. But I still lose. Obviously why.
P/s: no guys around them. *laugh*
Hey angel, did you notice that night other than dancing with that group of guys, there were another group tryin to chap in? heh. Fuckin squeezy. keep losing my balance.
Music for the night was good. All the nice r&b. candy shop, Don't lie, my love is like woa, bounce etc ect. Actually those songs were played during xmas. So its about the same. I was expectin something more yesterday. But aww.. at least i had fun. =)
Had breaks in between. Went out to buy drinks. Bottles of mineral water were bought. Cos I don't want to vomit again. Yea la. I know I like siao charbor monkeying around cos once I stand still my world will be spinnin. So I had to move around. So forgive me. haha.
Saw a couple of TP face again.
Oh well, I was grounded. Cos I told my mum I went clubbing. =O! However, as what my incharge said, for all the fun, alcohol, dancin and boys, its worth it. HAHA! Hell yea. I definitely agree.
HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR!!!