China Doll
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Did not managed to blog yesterday night as I was down with fever, sorethroat and flu. Exactly the same as my girl. Quoted from Angelina Tan: "Wah.. even fall sick also at the same time. Next timie strike 4D together." Gawd. I do miss her like fuck. Its been a long time since I last saw her. =*(
Note to my girl: take care ah.. you are being seriously missed by me.
Anyway, as I was down with fever and was feeling like shit, I was made to go all the way to CausewayPoint to relief instead of Marina Square. Where I live? Tampines. Where is my school? Tampines. Where is Causeway Point aka CWP? WOODLANDS!
Like totally man. I rejected my incharge request to go to work at Causeway. But I was still made to go. That really piss me off.
On the lighter note, I did not regret going to CWP cause I get to see Juli!!!! WHAHAH. Despite feeling ill, I still feel very happy to work with her. Talked many many.
Shockin news learnt. JULI'S PREGNANT!!! CONGRATZ DARLIN!!! Take good care of yourself aight? No more faggin for the sake of baby yea? No more drinkin too yea? Do not climb up and down yea? Do not eat heaty and oily food yea? HEHE.
Another thing that made me really a happy girl was my boy make hs way down from CHANGI, where his camp is situated to CWP just to send me home and make sure that I am ok. It was rainin and the weather was freezing. I felt loved. Really.. As we were on the highway, I was really shivering. He held my hands to make me feel alittle warm. Damn sweet can. He rode single-handed. -.-
Note to boy: Im loving you more each day. Omg. So... -.-
Mum was really nice to ask me not to extend my workin time because she knows that I am unwell. Weee.. I love my mum too.
Ok. Tonight's pay day. I promised my boy to save $200. HEHE.
I feel like the luckiest girl on Earth.
P/s: I GOT MY CONTACT LENS BACKKKK! WEEE! everything just seems so right now. =D
China Doll
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
When human learns how to put down or let go of the past COMPLETELY, they are much more happier, much more relaxed and much more contented.
No doubt, it takes alot to forget, but the outcome, you will definitely be much more happier.
Don't set standards so high. Because you never know in the future, the person/thing you loved most is not up to the standards that you set.
China Doll
I wanna cry. The right side of my hard lense broke into half when I washing in the school toilet. Damn. $135 for just one side. *Sigh* Waste money. Thank god boy was kind enough to help me pay half of it. Sobz.
I was wrong to show my attitude yesterday on the phone. My bad. =)
Am happy right now!! Cos Saturday am gonna eat Sakae Sushi with boy!!!!!!!!! YEAA!!!!!!!!!!
Might be hitting DXO this Saturday. Ok. Everytime I says I MIGHT BE, which actually means probably not. HAHA. But Im really want to go this Saturday to really shake it. Am wondering if I should allow boy along.
Taken in the storeroom in Marina Sq. Jerry, me, Serene and Chinyong. It was fun with them. Sneaking off for *ahem* break, using toilet as an excuse for *ahem* break, lame craps, baby-5 and all the funny things. And Chinyong, is seriously good lookin. While Jerry, is seriously funny. Lastly, Serene is seriously cute. But too bad, the two guys aint at MSQ anymore. =( Don't the above picture reminds you of Takashimaya? HAHAHAHAHA. Forget it if you dun get the meaning. HEHE.
Me in storeroom packing stock. Pardon my unglam sitting position. But I think I look very cute in this picture. So I have no choice but to post it up. HEHE. Am too lazy to edit any of the pictures. =D
China Doll
Monday, April 24, 2006
Today was the first day back to school. It felt kinda good after the long hiatus to see all my beloved classmates. But it occurred to me that we are all separated. =( Saded.
Ashley was lame enough last night to suddenly send me 2 of his mms just to hao lian his bengish new hairstyle. However, according to him, he is not gangster, but lover. *like wth* He is so humorous. LOL!
Im really running out to update in my blog. My life is simply so mundane. =(
China Doll
Sunday, April 23, 2006
It seems that I've been neglecting my blog recently. School's gonna start next week. My timetable, am okok with it. Am havin phobia towards Mr. D class. Broadcast!! *Scream!* Haiz.
The 2 months holiday, I feel, was not very wisely spent and at the same time not wasted too. I spent my 2 months workin workin and workin. For the whole 2 months, I only tan once, club once, drink once. Which is bad.
During the 2 months holiday, got myself a boy! ^^
A rather eventful holiday.
Anyway, work at Marina Square for this week was rather memorable. Knew a lot of people from Ebase Garcons. Funny people like Jerry aka my brother and Albin. Handsome people like Chinyong. Haha.
I miss my girls very much! =(
China Doll
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Ebase Marina Square has 15 or 16 mirrors, 5 showcase for you to wipe.
Happy wiping.
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I have so much to tell my girls. It's been a long time since we saw each other and slack our ass off. But today slacking with Weiyang, Weili, Rena and my girl was really fun. All the rubbish they had done during their secondary school days. Eg: Flooding the HOD room and breaking gates. WTF. hahaI like it. A pity I had to leave early as wugui came to fetch me. I also wanna go catch monkeyyyy! I missed such a great fun too. =(
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I don't want to be meeting wugui so often. I just dont want it to be this way. But he's been really good to me.
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The more you want, the more I wun give. =)
China Doll
Monday, April 17, 2006
Hmm.. work started off bad. I hate it. But as day progress, mood improved despite bad sales.
Will be reliefing Marina Square for this coming week. zZz.
Many unsaid thoughts.
China Doll
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Today is a fun day! Went to Chinatown with my mother then met up with Angel and Bird. I felt abit bad to pang seh my mum to go singing thou.
Look at the last row second. Look at the 2 small bowl. That is the amount of oil we scoop up from the Ma La Huo Guo. Zai hor. Lolz. It was really a fun day out. A pity Cher and Bao is not with us.Wugui came down to fetch me. ^^ Din see him for a few days le. ^^
China Doll
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Yesterday, right after I finish typin my previous post, I went into a crying fit. I just kept on crying when talking to wugui. Maybe it's the words he said, maybe its the words I said, maybe it's what happened beforehand.
I hope I did not scare wugui with my crying and with the words I said. If I have hurt you with my words, I apologise. But those were my true fears and doubts. Thanx for being understanding and giving me time. <3
Now, everything is fine. Things between me and wugui's fine. My girl's fine. THUS! I AM FINNNNEEEE!
The only thing on my mind right now is Friday. But am just wondering how am I gonna K songs with my mother and angel. -.- I don't know whether my mother want to go to ktv or not. zZz
Angel DARLINNNN! We dun go Sakura eat k? Since we are in Chinatown, I'll bring you to eat yummilicious and cheap food! ^^
China Doll
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I am so goddamn irritated. I detest my mum's nagging/scoldin/restrictions. It really piss me off like hell.
Soon, I will be caught in a difficult situation. And I will have no idea how to solve. Im not sure whether I can still go Partyworld with my girl and have dinner with my wugui. Damn. This sucks.
Am worried for my girl. I wonder how is she doin now.
Words for my girl:
The whole world may lie to you, but you should know I will never. Standing by you 24/7. Cheer up sweet.
I am seriously doubting my r/s with wugui. I don't think I can make so much time sacrifices just to be with you. Risking my r/s with my mother and friends. I will choose my family and friends first. I hate to say this but thats the way my thoughts are. The trust, confidence and faith is just not there. I don't feel it that way. When I say trust, it's not about you with other girls. It's between us.
I know you treat me real good. I admit I have feelings for you. But it isn't as strong as the one I had towards my previous r/s. I am sorry to say that. But I do still treat you like my bf, my ke ai de wugui.
For now, I'll just try. But, if one day I leave you, don't hold it against me
Fuck. I feel like a bitch. All the emo shit is coming. Slap me.
China Doll
Sunday, April 09, 2006
ZzZ. My life is so boring now. Everyday it is just work and home. I miss chilling out with my ladies. Esp. my girl.
Work has been so fuckdap that I dun even wanna mention it.
My wugui has been fetching and sending me to work almost every single day since he came back from Thai. Let me hao lian abit. Below is his RVF currently. HEHE
Hope that I will be able to get my samsung D820 smoothly tml with my elder bro. But I like Sony Ericcson W810i. Hai. If only I have more money. zZz.
China Doll
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Yesterday, was one of the hellllll dayss man...
Its funny how me and my girls cant hold our liquor well last night. Caeser pub sucks. Gonna boycott that pub.. @$^&
Club hoppin also. But . hai.. forget it... It's tough life for underage to be club hoppin. And fuck Dbl O door bitch.
Ended up pukin at Gallery Hotel's toilet. At least I felt better. HAHA AND MY GIRL! GOPAL! SHE PUKED AT 7am. Which I find was very funny. Her kick came in so late. haha. Anyway, take care girl.. ^^ Drink coke can ma bo. HAHAH
Lesson learnt
1 : Never ever ever ever drink with empty stomach.
2 : Never drink alcohol at such fast speed.
3 : If you feel unwell in the tummy after u drank. Force yourself to puke. It's feels much much better. Thou is v unglam. But puke in toilet la.
4 :When having alcohol, MUST DANCE!! SWEAT IT OUT!!!! #&*(&*
China Doll
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
I amazed that I took sucha short time to forget you. Good luck in your future endeavors. Take care. And don't injured or get sick anymore.
There will still be a special place in my heart for you. ^^
And there is this funny feelin in my heart.
China Doll
Monday, April 03, 2006
Day was half fun half sian. haha. Cos I am really tired. Cant sleep last night. AGAIN.
Anyway, after work today, met up with Dexter. A very cute 23 year old guy. AND HE LOOK DAMN BOY BOY! He owns a black RVF.
But it is black in colour. Very cool bike but Eric says it is ugly. Haha. Didn't know where to go. So requested Dexter to bring me to 99 Turns since I've never been there before.
It has more turns than Devils Bend. And more dangerous. Being a safe person I asked him to ride "not so fast" and guess what he did? 60km/h. -.- Reached the top of Kent Ridge Park, a very serene place with beautiful scenery. Sat down and chatted. Left after a while and DEXTER! Went to the wrong exit so we ended up that Changi Airport stretch of road. I saw aeroplanes!
It's tiring to sit on a big bike. Havin slight cramp on my right leg. Argh.
Oh ya. Saw someone famous. Not from Mediacorp. Not someone famous from Taiwan/HK/M'sia. Someone who is proud, pretty yet fake.
LAURA! use you power to guess who isit! haha
People, ask me if ya wanna know. ^^
China Doll
Saturday, April 01, 2006
I need an excuse to get out of my house on the coming wednesday to club at Dbl O.
Ideas/help/advise anyone?
Oh yes. Feliciaaaaa... I need your IC again..... can I????? ^^
China Doll
LIKE TOTALLY LOR! I should be my bed sleepin like pig. But everything is oh-so-wrong. So many thoughts going inside my head. One day I will go insane. I do feel tired but I just can't sleep. What the fuck wrong s with me.
Thank god someone in my area has his/her wireless on 24/7. Thats why I am leeching of free wireless. Thats why I am able to blog to kill my boredom. Like totally.
Day was good with Eme gf and Fel! So fun to hang out with them lor. Crazy phototaking outside Plaza Singapura and many funny shit talk lor. Like TOTALLY man. AHAhA. We should hang out more often man. A pity Lola was unable to join us because she's unwell. Take care girl! It's April's Fool! Like totally off lor.
Anyway, Benny tried to trick me over msn. But too bad, Im smart. LMAO. HAPPY APRIL FOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For you this song I sing.