China Doll
Monday, February 27, 2006
Today, I am a very happy girl.
First of all, bright and early in the morning when I took the train to Orchard for work, I saw this yandaokia from TP. Call him A. I know he is from TP de. Cos I bio him alot of times. He is not VERY good looking but is that kind who will let people turn around and have a second look. So train came we boarded. Same carriage!!! Ok. So he sat 2 seats away from me. In between that seat no one was sitting. Oh.. dooo dooo dooo.... We reached Simei!
Then!!! Another super duper yandaokia come in. WAH LAU EH! THIS ONE WILL FAINT AH! Eyes of Julian Hee. Nose of Andy Lau. MUAHAHAH. Call him B. Then I thought He was alone. NO WORRR!!! HE SEAT THE EMPTY SEAT BETWEEN ME AND A WORRR!!!!!! My heart of cos bi po bi po jump. Den my eyes always unknowingly want to stare into their direction.
Then!!! B talked to A. So they are friends. I tell you. Their dressin sense. WAH LAU EH! Bo wei gong. Not beng but stylish. kaoooozzzzzz...
So dooo doooo doooo dooooo~ we reached underground tunnel. Then I wondered which stop they alighting. All the way my eyeballs are slanted la. =X Then I saw my reflection on the opposite window panel. Realised my hair abit messy. So make it neater. Then... with the 2 guys next to me. 3 person sit one row. 2 yandao and 1 chiobu. HAHAHHAA PERFECT SCENE SIIIAAAA!!! So happy. I am so retarded I cant stop smiling to myself on the train.
"Cityhall Interchange" My stop. So I alighted. A AND B ALIGHT ALSO LORR!!!! Of cos I gei siao take same carriage. But they sit further this time. Den got alot of ppl. Blocked!! Angry. Nvm. Den I sua. cannot bio jiu dun bio.
dooo doooo doooo... Reach Somerset le!!! Prepared to alight. WHAHHAHA A and B alight!! haha. den we walked separate ways lor. =( Dun know where they go.
Nvm. Den I happy happy walk towards Wisma. Got Torque roadshow. Of cos I bochap walked past. Then, I saw this guy v muscular, wear cap. small eyes. very cute guy!!!! I look at him one time and thought he was cute. But den I realised he is someone from TP ALSOOO! WEIQQQUUUUANNNN! TP DE DA SHUAI GEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway not interested la. more interested in Mr. B! ahahaha... happy happy..
So many ydk in Wisma today *giggle*
Around 8pm+ I saw A and B walked past my shop!! whaha.. I jitao chiong to the shop entrance and bio. whahahahaha happy happpyyy!
Okae. Enough of my hua chi. Very long dun have this kinda post liao hor? LOL.
Anywayyyyy.. today I saw someone famous. Not from Mediacorp. Not HK star. Not Taiwan star. Just someone famous. I was surprised by her appearance. I never thought she is shorter than me despite wearing heels. I never thought she would have bigger tummy than me. I never thought her makeup is so horrendous despite looking good in photos. I never thought her voice is so rough!! Wanna know who is it? muahah. ask me. =P
So me and stacy started to criticise her like nobody's business.
I AM HAPPY TODAY!!!!
China Doll
Sunday, February 26, 2006
I was thinking about the past. Then, I started to wonder what exactly is commitment. What does it refers to?
To some people commitment = sex, commitment = burden, commitment = deadend.. blah blah..
According to dictionary.com...
Commit:
- To do, perform, or perpetrate: commit a murder.
- To put in trust or charge; entrust: commit oneself to the care of a doctor; commit responsibilities to an assistant.
- To place officially in confinement or custody, as in a mental health facility.
- To consign for future use or reference or for preservation: commit the secret code to memory.
- To put into a place to be kept safe or to be disposed of.
- To make known the views of (oneself) on an issue: I never commit myself on such issues.
- To bind or obligate, as by a pledge: They were committed to follow orders.
- To refer (a legislative bill, for example) to a committee.
Commitment:
- The act or an instance of committing, especially:
- The act of referring a legislative bill to committee.
- Official consignment, as to a prison or mental health facility.
- A court order authorizing consignment to a prison.
- A pledge to do.
- Something pledged, especially an engagement by contract involving financial obligation.
- The state of being bound emotionally or intellectually to a course of action or to another person or persons: a deep commitment to liberal policies; a profound commitment to the family.
Oh course in this case we are talking about boy-girl relationship.
Theoretically, commitment is the state of being bound emotionally or intellectually to a course of action or another person/persons.
Practically, does commitment means meeting the other half ever day, knowing his/her every action, be aware of every little tiny weeny things that he/she does? No I don't think so.
To me, being commited is just being able to trust and put faith on the other half. And duh, love the other person whole heartedly. Don't necessary have to see each other everyday, dun have to call/message one another all day long. Maybe just a message or 2 per day to let me know u are alright.
Idiot. My thoughts are also half formed or rather DEFORMED and I don't know what the hell I am typing about. NBBB...
Last few sentence:
What commitment are u talkin about exactly? I am still wondering..
China Doll
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Oh god. I swear I am so ftired! Slept for 13 hours straight. fwah! Song ah.
So, I've been working and working for the past 6 days. Although it is not full shift all the way. But still tiring k!
Finally, I managed to rest today. wahhhh.. song ah!
Anyway, work at wisma yesterday was the same. People mountain people sea. My Incharge even quarrelled with some china people. shocked.! But those china people were the unreasonable one.
Wisma is sooooo dusty that my nose is gonna drop. I kept rubbing my nose and sneezing till the inside of my nose started to bleed. damnit. till now it still hurts.
lala. tml off too. dunnoe what am i gonna do.
Went out with darling angel today. For some pool and shoppin. damn broke. Lost touch with pool already. zZz. Glad to see her back in action. haha.
errr.. sentosa pics. badly photoshopped thou. omg. it really sucks. I am so fuckin bored now. ARGH!!!!
China Doll
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Tml will be my 6th consecutive day of working. it's a full shift at wisma. Nb...
China Doll
Monday, February 20, 2006
Work today at Bugis was unusually fun with PeiQi, Stacy and Ivonne. PeiQi really smack my butt hard. Pain pain pain! 4 hours of work, quite slack thou. Monday blues. Not much people.
After work met up with Jason. Argued whether to watch movie. No I said. Yes He said. But in the end I win like I always do. LOL! Went to accompany him for dinner at Yu Kee Duck Rice at Liang Seah Street. Talked joked crapped. Then, he bring me go rounding.
Jason: Where you wanna go?
Me: You the rider you deicide ma. I don't control the bike.
Jason: Where you never go before?
Me: *Think* I never go Toa Payoh before leh.
(I know quite retarded la this answer but really whattt! *sulk*)
Jason: Okae. Den we go TPY.
Me: SIAO AH!
Me: hmm lets go rounding lor.
Jason: harh?
Me: I never go to 99 wan (meaning bend) before leh.
Jason: I don't know how to go.
Me: You super lousy can.
Me: Den got another bend at dunnoe Thomson Road isit?
Jason: Orhhhh... Devils Bend ah?
Me: YAYAY!
Jason: K lor. I bring you go.
VROOOM!!!
Off we go to Upper Thomson Road to round at the infamous Devil's Bend
Damn scary I tell you. Not because Jason speed or whatever. But the place is soooo secluded. At some part of the road no lamp post somemore. At a point of time I think I smell the jasmone fragrance. Almost freaked out. But still did not speed. Only stay at 70km/h. Cos I don't want to die so young.
After Devil's bend we decided that there is nowhere else we can go so go home lor. Before we set off to the highway Jason turned around and said:
"Sit tight ah. Gonna make you fly"
Before I even had the time to react VRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt my butt hangin midair. LMAO. 140km/h. Damn shiok can. =X
lala~ so sped thru the highway to TPE! Den I heard a BANG sound. I thought his tyre punctured. Xia si wo. But actually no la. He make the exhaust pipe got fire. Like the Initial D the car got fire like tt lor. Den he asked me to turn and look at the exhaust pipe. Den BANG again. I thought that was really cool la. haha.
Reach home safely after that. Whew! haha.
Tell you all a secret. Jason ride bike 20km/h also can buang! HAHAHAHHA
Dun worry peeps. I know I have to becareful. So no worries! ^^ Thrill occasionally is ok righhhhhtttt?? ^^
China Doll
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Okae. Finally went to visit my girl after 1 week and 4 days? Yes. We din see each other for that long period of time. Bought her a damn expensive yet simple card wrote uncreatively and a box of candy. FwaH! See her talk non-stop. Updated her and stuff.. OH MY GOD! I DO MISS HER LIKE FUCK! =X Can't stay for long because she will complain that I am disturbing her studying. Nb you. LOL
Right! People are all havin exams while CMM people are slackin their ass off. 3 cheers for CMM please! So I spent my days working and my schedule for next week: 4 days of work, non of them in Parkway. I will be reliefing bugis, suntec and wisma. Alamak. Wun get to see Sally, 2 Xiaolings and Chamebelle! =(
Oh yes! I saw felicia today!!! My coursemate. damn. I miss them too. christina, laura lynn angie and the rest. omg! zZz I miss school out of the sudden. zZz
Can't think of anything to write already.
wo zai zhe shi jie zui juan lian de shi qing jiu shi ceng yong bao ni <3
China Doll
Saturday, February 18, 2006
ahahahah... Jason called me up just now and asked me whether I wanna go to Old Changi Hospital (OCH). I asked him why den he said: " cos my friends and me wanna go ma. Den thought of you ma."
den I replied: "haha dun wan la. today worked whole day very tired already."
Jason: " u just walk downstairs jiu reach liao"
Me: "huh? what you mean?"
Jason: "Meaning I can right away go fetch you la"
I though the above sentence was very funny.
China Doll
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Tanning today was good. At the beach with my girls; bird and cher. whoa. fun fun fun I must say. But the sun did not really give us face. on and off. But still managed to get my tan anyway. got buried under the sand somemore. Haha. funny it was.
Know about some shocking matter. =O!
Pics uploaded soon when I get all the cute pictures from cheryl.
China Doll
OK! VDAY IS OVER!!! VERY GOOD! I spent my whole day working. Like huhhhhh... =( no flowers was being sent no receivin of flowers.. SOBZ...
Anyway, work was ftiring and fboring. Lena was sick. I feel sick too. Cos of all damn couples. Oops. No offence. Am just feeling jealous. FOR THE 18TH YEAR! I SPENT VDAY ALONE! NB EVERYBODY! LOL
Miss him alot during work... flashbacks of our happy times. almost cried. but.. hai... 4get it.
Went to Starbuck and la kopi with loveleh xiaomin.. OOOOO my fave. Lifted my spirit alot. Updated each other on our lives. and talk abt everything under the moon. Nice it was. ^^
I miss my darlin girl can.... din see her for so long.. nbbb.. =X
TANNIN TML! HOORAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!
China Doll
Friday, February 10, 2006
Hey you! Im back! Am feeling fine now. Really grateful to all my friends out their who sent their words of encouragement and concern. Am happy now. =) Let bygones be bygones.
Anyway, had my conch pierced on the 5th of feb. Here's how it looked like:
The stud right inside. Love it. But my darling cheryl today accidentally knocked my ear and it started bleedin alittle. Haha. But it's fine now. ^^
Went for my MMPrin test this morning. Am blurcock enough to mix up the test time. So I ended up reaching school before 11am. But met Charmine and went Pavilion to play pool den proceed back to school for test again. Test's alright; manageble. Hopeful able to do ok.
My darling angel is down with chicken pox. Poor her. Right at the crucial time. Her exams are approaching. Think she is feeling real upset. But what can one do? No one expect this kinda thing to happen at this time right? So girl, no worries. Wish you have a speedy recovery!!
And SHE! don't allow me to visit her. -.- what the hell.
Also was very happy to see the O level result of my beloveds. They had done well! Congratz! So did my angel! She scored a B4 for ang moh! Say hooray!!! haha. Had a great time out slacking with cher, bao and jo at Bugis. Also not forgetting our little dirty talk; coconuts, cocktail sausage and blah. Hilarious. LOL
I AM FINE NOWW!!!!
China Doll
Monday, February 06, 2006
Am feelin upside down. Unexpected things happened. Was bewildered. Never did I expect you to said those words to me. Bright and early in the morning.
My tears just flew incessantly on my way to work. I cant stop wiping it of my face. I broke down the moment I stepped into my shop. All the crying made me too tired to work. Thanks my colleagues for cheering me up.
Was wondering whether you used what you said as an excuse or whatever shit. Right now, I don't have the mood to find out anything. In sucha despair mood.
You gave me hope gave me faith gave me trust. Then you took it all away from me. Was it me who had done wrong? Do I only worth 5 days of your love? Have I became a burden to you?
If you are not sure whether you can commit or not, why did you still do all those things you did? Why did you say all those things you said?
Thanks my girl for being there for me. Am takin a short hiatus from here. I'll be fine. I'll be back.
China Doll
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Im really starting to hate school. I really feel like stabbin all lecturers and tutors to death. This is seriously the most screwed up school life I ever had. 1st year in poly only! This kinda fthings happened. Feel like flinging myself outta window.
Almost the whole cohort handed up the Business plan late. Oh well, we shall wait and see.
This makes me totally not in the mood to study my psychology tomorrow. I tried reading thru but I just feel so fsleepy. But when I tried sleeping I cant at all. Don't know whats the fproblem with me.
Am thankful that mr.bf took cab down to my school's bus stop to meet me cos he knows what happened. Thanks for holdings my hand, thanks for tolerating my temper, thanks for listenin to my complains, thanks for making me laugh with your inability to pronounce shan and shang differently. Am really sorry to delay your meetup with your friends. <3
And YorkFeng, am I really that scary?
China Doll
Thursday, February 02, 2006
busy busy! no time to blog!
for all the kpo-s out there, im attached! haha
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