China Doll
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
okok. I will update ASAP when I am done with all my assignments aight? Be patient! ^^
Happy 23rd Birthday Boy.
China Doll
Saturday, May 27, 2006
wednesday:
Went out to Bedok 85 to have dinner with weiyang, weili and angel. Very fun. Yet tired. Went to East Coast to have some fun disturbign people. Then went down to Marina South Pier. A very nice place to be. You guys should check it out.
Thursday:
Spent doing projects and more projects,
Will be leaving for Tioman tomorrow. Miss me.
China Doll
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Am feeling better. Thanks to my lovely girl and mr.bf. and of course my wonderful friends. Not so stress but still stress. Trying hard to take things in my stride.
Will be very. I mean VERY busy. =(
Happy 21st birthday to Ho KaiChong.
I am glad at least we are talking like we are friends now. *smilez*
Yes I still remember your birthday. And I had always remembered it for the past few years. Isnt it nice to celebrate your 21st birthday in the jungle. HAHA. K. Being very mean here. =)
China Doll
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Weili just commented that I don't sound like the "yoyo" ali anymore. I started to tear.
I guess it is true. Im feel very lethargic.
When the thought of me doing badly for my assignment scares me. The thought of having not enough time to finish my assignments makes me shudder. I want to be what I use to be. Getting good grades. I don't want my GPA to drop. I want it up.
I am really feelin like shit now.
China Doll
Monday, May 22, 2006
I am so tired. Very tired. My life just revolve around work, school more work and school.
It's really frustratin.
I wanna apologise to my ladies, friends, family and boy. I seems so neglect everything around me. It's makin me upset. I don't want to. But there just don't seems to be enough time for me.
On the verge on breakin down. Stupid people out there, please do not stress me by saying whats there to be done and what you have done. In relation to school work.
Work's been fantastic. Fun and not so mundane.
I need to unwind. Hopefully, this Friday to Tioman, I will feel a tad more better.
China Doll
Friday, May 19, 2006
There are instances in my life, when I was caught in a dilemma.
It's seems that there wun be a win-win solution and I am sick of that kinda feeling.
Times and times again, I have to constantly rack my brains, to think of how to resolves problems. It pains me to hurt either party, sometimes even both.
But what to do? This is life. We have to make difficult decisions all the time. In very rare situation there will be a win-win situation. This is then subject to our perception on things and how we set our priorities.
Sigh. Why is life like tt?
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Day out with girl was great towards the end. It's been a long time since we play pool, slack at FEP BK, shop till we dead.
One day, the good old days shall be revived.
China Doll
Thursday, May 18, 2006
All assignments are coming up. Feeling very stressed up. Good thing is that Im not working as much. Bad news is I will have no money to shop. =(
OOOoO.. Talkin about shopping, Im going out with darlin girl tomorrow!!!! Yippies! And boy says he will buy me Bobbie Brown Gell Eyeliner!! Haiz. On the other hand, maybe not, cause he gotta settle his Starhub line thingy. =(
I am sleepin early nowadays and wakin up late. AhhhH! Going crazy!
China Doll
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Since Laura complained that I stop updating my blog, I shall update now!!! ^^
Basic Media Research lecture now.
Laura just commented that I am very tired because I am typing in one sentences only. Yes I am la. And I am moderately stress. LOL. No connection at all.
Anyway, I'm just blogging this for the sake of Laura. So be honored girl! Haha. She's just sitting right next to me. No. She dozing off in fact. haha so cute! =O!
Felicia on my right is whining. Because she wants her long hair back.
Damn. I got such cute classmates! haha.
Oh yea. Have to thank Tiny for her milk tea yesterday. Nice chattiing with ya in Century Sq's ladies toilet yesterday! Catch up with ya sooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnn..........
China Doll
Sunday, May 14, 2006
First and foremost, lets wish all mothers a very
HAPPY MOTHER DAY!
Bought mum a necklace. Bringing her to eat later. Hope she enjoyed. ^^ For all the love care and concern she had given, I daresay, I am very lucky.
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Talked to someone over msn last night. I was very much surprised by how much he had changed. He is not he used to be. I was stun in fact. He wanted revenge he wanted payback, but I told him he will have karma. What goes around comes around.
It is very true. For how he had treated me, and now girls bastard him. I feel alittle happy yet alitte sad. Saw that he added new photos in Friendster. According to him, he is as good as before. I can see that. Taking photos outside MOS. KNS! Lao niang cannot go. =(
I am lookin forward to the day, I might just bump into him. =) Hopefully, this time he would recognise me.
I want him to regret, for letting me go, for not cherishing me 2 years back. I sound very mean hor. But I don't hate him. Neither do I love him still. Because it's all the past.
Am still shock by what he said. =O! As the saying goes, nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai. No matter how bad the guy is, girls still like. WHy girls like that one huh?
China Doll
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Oh my god. I swear I will die of fatigue soon. Not sure why, but I just feel so tired this few days. Been hitting the bed at around 12am+? Which is not normal.
I miss my girl. =*( I din see her for almost a week plus. Sad. Haiz. Because of work and school. Damn.
I miss my boy. I din see him for a week already.
Work was fine. New incharge was fine. So everything's fine.
Next week die die also have to get started on my assignments. zZz
China Doll
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
I've been feelin really cranky for the past few days. ALl thanks to PMS. Now Im havin cramps. *ROAR*
Work sucks. I cant really be bothered anymore. I am constantly havin the thought to quit but I cant. Sad case.
Assignments are all coming up. Im so stressed. Having fun in classes thou. =) But I just cant get myself started.
Worst, I don't get to meet boy for this whole week. Cos he can't book out. =(
Thank god, tomorrow is "Meet-my-girl" day. Gonna have lunch. Yippie!. I will just whine and whine and complain non stop. Cos she's the only one who cant stand my whinin and complainin I suppose. HEH! Just this thought makes me happy. WEEEEEE
China Doll
Monday, May 08, 2006
Sometimes, we do things impulsively and then we regret.
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School's been okok. Just the usual boring lesson. Assignments are coming up. Later am gonna do some planning to see which assignment to get started with. There is Broadcast Performance (BP) journals to be written and I have to watch tv for that. Audio Production (AudioPro) assignment raw recording has to be ready by next Friday. Got PohLeng and her sister to help me. Multicamera TV production (Multicam), I totally have no idea what to do. Think some proposal thingy. Work tomorrow and the day after.
Have been feelin very tired. Cos of my sickness, yes it is getting better FINALLY, work and school.
*sigh*
If only Im rich.
China Doll
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Sorry for the lack of update again. Been feeling very lethargic after work and school everyday.
Yesterday attended Chamebelle's 21st chalet. Ice cream cake! She invited soooo many people. Over whelming.
Thing's are fine between me and boy already. He damn sweet to buy my the Nissan Fairlady 350Z car model. In silver somemore! Plus the 12 straw hearts and the letter with no full stops at all. <3
Am goin to prepare for work at Marina Sq. Till then, BYE!
China Doll
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Was rather ill for the past 2 days. Thats why there is lack of updates. My voice, I think it will be lost forever. Sad.
School sucks. Cos I don't know what am I suppose to do. It is currently just going to school stare talkcock and sleep.
Something happened. Maybe we were too immature. Maybe we do not have enough time. But to tell the truth, I miss you. I really do. Too much fears and doubts for me to carry on. Give me some time. I won't throw the ring away. Because I believe that one day we will get to wear the ring together again. =)
China Doll
Monday, May 01, 2006
I went over to Bugis today to buy ink cartridge from Sim Lim Square. As I alighted form train and walked towards the escalator, I saw this quite cute guy in purple in front of me. I just kept starin at him. Cos I find his hair was so famaliar.
He turned to his side to talk to his friend, who has his 2 legs tattooed. I saw his face. I recognised him immediately. He is non other than Ho KaiChong. The guy whom I took 1 year and half to forget. 2 years, and this is the first time, I looked at him at such close proximity. I just kept looking. I stared at him. He turned back had a quick glance. I think he did not see me. Maybe because I am just too plain jane for him to take notice.
Flashback of memories just kept on coming in my mind. At this point of time, I was quite calm. My heart did not skip a beat. I was perfectly alright.
I walked towards Parco. I saw him with his friends at Ya Kun. He was smiling. I smiled too. Decided that since everything is over long ago, I'll just move on with my life, with my boy.
Went up to Ebase, talked abit. Went down to meet boy. Walked to SimLim to get my stuff. Walked back to Parco to go Parkway for work. All the while, I cant help but think of KC. In Parco, I was praying that I can just see KC for one more time.
AND TA DAH! HE APPEARED IN FRONT OF ME.
We walked in opposite direction. He walked past me. I walked past him. His hands brushed against my arms. I just keep lookin at his face. My heart started pumping. Told my boy about it. He saw. He said: wah! bin yandao leh! (quite handsome leh!).
While with my boy, I tried to act normally. But somehow I just get so irritated by him. Sorry boy. My bad.
I cant deny that it affected me. Moreover today Duan Dian was being played in my shop and that brings back even more memories!
Meanwhile, I'll just get in with life. Boy, I promise you, I'll try my best. =)
So much to say. So much hidden thoughts.
China Doll
Ok. Updates on DXO. It was pretty fun overall. The drinkin madness is what I like best that night. Bird opened bottle. MARTELL!
The loveleh martell. So all the guessing games and mad drinking. Maybe I am borne suay. I just kept losing so I kept drinking.
Due to non stop drinkin, we almost finish 3/4 of Martell before twelve. Here comes the insane part. Me, angel, bird and bao started peckin each other on the lips. Hey mind you, we did lips-touch-lips k. INSANE!!
Mad kissing now. After kissing, we went on drinkin. Was feeling fucking high. Went to the dance floor. Danced. Good music. Me like. I realise I got this strange habit of singing or rather shouting the song while dancin. Funny huh? Maybe that explains why my throat is in this condition now. I lost my voice.
Girl cant stand still, she almost rolled down the stairs when making her way to dance floor. Note to be taken: I will always dance in front of her to make sure she's alright. HEH! Bird was on cloud 9. She cant stop screaming instead of talking normally. Each time boy comes over to my table he has to 'ta' Martell knit. Haha. Guess he's payin a price. haha. Bao just kept on making funny comments. HEHE.
Just as when all my FAVORITE songs are coming, I had to leave. =(
Had some issues with boy. But whatever, clubbing with bf is never gonna be one of my choice anymore. Ever. Again.
Wonder when/where will be the next?