China Doll
Thursday, June 29, 2006
It's only the 3rd/4th day of school and I am very zonked out already. Tomorrow is Ali Gopal Meeting day. Thank god. I need to unwind for a moment.
Oh yes. There is ah bing ge in my school.! HAHAHAHHAHA *ahem*
China Doll
Monday, June 26, 2006
It's unbelieveable that I dreamt of you. So vivid, so physical. I could even sense your presence. U covered blanket for me. You pecked me on my cheek. I sense the warmth of your lips. But the way you treated me is still so cold, so unfeeling.
I remember every single detail of my dream. I woke up and found myself crying. Didn't you realise how big your impact had on my life? Your presence changed me and my life.
Does the dream mean anything? I still miss you? I still love you? I still cannot forget you? *cues Duan Dian*
Remember you sang Duan Dian and Z Chen's song over the phone?
Remember you told me your feelings towards me when you were at Chinablack 4am in the morning? Not once but twice?
Remember you scolded me for eating maggie mee? We sorta quarreled yet you gave in and said sorry first?
Remember you got angry because I did not tell you that my mum slapped me? You said we should share or joys and woes together?
Remember you typed the 12 roses poem and text me? I knew you typed it yourself because the poem you erm.. typed it wrongly.
Remember you talked to me over the phone for the first time? It was a Saturday night, you were on your way to Zouk. My heart almost stopped pumping.
Remember how you encouraged me to study for my O level? Remember how you comfort me when Im stress when Im upset?
Remember when your grandma passed away? You told me how much you missed her how your grandma dote on you how much you wanted to cry during the wake? I had the urge to go down to Bukit Panjang to pay my respect to your grandma.
Remember remember remember all those memories we had? I was the luckiest girl alive.
Even if you don't remember, I will... always...
At the end of the day..
Stupid me, made a fucking big mistake by saying " Im not expecting you to reply me." NNH! -.-
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It's funny. Cos the similar things always happen to me and my girl. No wonder we are besties.!
China Doll
FANTASTIC
is the only word for JJ's concert. Pics up soon
China Doll
Friday, June 23, 2006
Major mood swings today. I am not sure whether I slept too much or what. My mood sucks for the whole day. Plus my mother's crude and insensitive remarks. It was goddamn irritatin.
I think about my coming pay. I think about the bills I have to pay. My mood plunge even further. Hai. It's been a long long long lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggg time since I've done a proper shopping.
I need to get a sling bag. And new shoulder bag. More shoes, more cosmestics and more tops.
But, boy just told me yesterday for the next month, we have to budget. He says he won't bring me to eat any more good food. =( Food court den. Sobz. No more Hongkong cafe, no more YouTiao Da Wang, no more expensive noodles. Reverting back to the old way of life. Sigh. But still, I have to understand my boy's situation right?
For next month, it is still no more shoppin. I am very sad. very very sad.
sad la... still happy... sobsob.. =(
China Doll
Wee. Chillin with my darling angel and weili was still as good as ever. Laughters, giggles, lame talks never ceased. It relaxes one mind and soul. It's great to have them around me. Am glad that my girl's leg have been recovering. Good!
Afterall, this 3 week holidays, have never been a real holiday.
I have some of the photos from June 17. Mad clubbing pics once again. HEHE.
This what the mighty half bottle of chivas had done to us.
Lazy to rotate ah. TIlt your head. But what the heck is Bird doing at my chest area. tsk! LOL.
Oh lala. We do love each other so much.
Um. Thats all. Cos the rest can't be seen. It's ugly. I mean me, not my girls. HEHE.
Things are going on well between me and boy. Althou abit stress here and there.
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In life, we don't disturb people for nothing. You do your own things. If people come and find trouble, for what we give a damn? Outsiders will have eyes to see who is the petty one. Thus, we lead our own life and not cause troubles all around like how some people did. Especially in blogging. Yes we express our thoughts in much more details and straightforwardness. But at the same time we think of the consequences. We have to be sensitive and stuff. People out there mind your own business. For what me and my girls wants is just peace. And I believe in karma. You deserve what you get.
China Doll
Monday, June 19, 2006
So, I met Bao and Bird at about 7.30pm at Cineleisure. Walked around talk rubbish den we made our way to Far East Plaza for some finger food. After that at around 9pm we went down to DXO! Yea!!
Bought tickets went in. The live band sucks. Sound more like some santanic band. So we ask for the chivas that they left on Taytay's birthday. Half a bottle, downed by 3 young girls. No doubt, fucking high. Played games and kept losing. T.T Until 11pm then came the r&b. Met up with Ebel. Drank abit with her. Then continued to play game.
Gradually, Bao's and Bird's fren came. Yan ping, Melissa, Joyce, Deborah, Boshi (!!!), and stingray lookalike (i totally cant recall his name), Randall, Charlene and err.. I forgot la.
Wanted to start dancefloor with Ebel. Went down to dancefloor, music sucks. Went up drink again. Had a great time punching and poking Boshi (!!!). We had a great time sabo-ing the girls too. LMAO
Went down dancefloor dance again. The girls alittle paiseh. So left me alone dancing la. So paiseh. I love it when I dance with Ebel "Bitch, get out the way." We wasnt even on the dancefloor. Even Bird chap ji ka. LOL. Got even higher. Went down to dance. Squeezed with the people. Girls went crazy. I have to constantly tell them becareful. Den we kept switchin places. Damn fun! I love the songs!
Saw Cornelious, Feli's ex. Haha. Such coincidence. Nope I did not get to see the person I wanna see.
Boy came to fetch me. Had alittle conflict. But all is solved. Lucky I rejected the martell Bird opened! Amitabha. I will be fuckin drunk. Den I will get into trouble. ^^
Pics up soon. Once I get from Bao and Bird.
A pity angel isn't with us. =(
China Doll
Sunday, June 18, 2006
DXO last night was fun with me almost gettin so fuckin high. Resulting in boy being angry with me and my mum nagging me. I simply hate hate hate hate the way my mother put her words toegther. It is not as if I go to a club often. And she made me sound like some hardcore clubbing kinda bitch. Nb. angry liao.
Will have the full update tonight after work. Await!
China Doll
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Somehow, I got a bad feeling for later tonight. It feels as if something will happen between me and my boy. Because Im going DXO. damn. Cant be bothered la. Whatever I do my conscience has always been clear.
Neeway, mama been treating me real good. I don't know why she did not strongly object me goin to DXO. She actually spoke to me in a damn gentle tone. Wow. But no worries. I will be fine mama. =)
I am fuckin broke. AHHHHH!!!
Okie. Now I miss my angel darlin. Hope she's on the road to recovery. She better be. LOL
China Doll
Thursday, June 15, 2006
I am now officially a Singaporean. No longer a permanent resident. Hehe. But my ic is currently in paper form. dortz.
Then, I bought a $12 skirt from Bugis V. Went to eat steamboat with mama and bro. Went down to Parkway to get my pants. Went to get ic from Fel. Thanx girl! Enjoy yourself in malaysia! ^^
Tomorrow full shift at Bugis. zZz.
China Doll
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
OKAE! ME BAD! Haven been bloggin for countless of days. yes. My bad, me bad whatever.
Those days I haven been blogging either Im zonked out from work and school assignment or I am just plain lazy. I ask for all of you peep's forgivement. Please forgive me.
The reason Im bloggin now is because I totally have no idea what to do for my multicam proposal which I aimed to finished by this week. (Anyway, can someone tell me whats the difference between duration and program outline?) Im like stuck. Total blank out.
Am really worried for my girl. She fractured her feet. Haiz. See la. Ask you to go for xray you don't want. Now, a bicycle ran over your poor feet. *Sayang* Get well soon k. We will definitely go Starbuckies, pool session, shopping and tanning. Oh my god. I miss you. Might be droppin by your house tomorrow aight? *hearts*
Things are so far fine between me and my boy. He's very sweet in fact.
He bought me that greenish thingy
and did me this:
Abit kinky. But which girl don't melt upon seeing this? Lolz.
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Many things happened too. But just too much to be mentioned. I shall be a good girl and start doing my proposal.
China Doll
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Oh!! Sorry people!! Only now den I have the time and mood to update my bloggie. *bow*
Right after school is holiday. Holiday means chiong work time. So I started to chiong work. And no time to blog. As I promised to update on my tioman trip, I still dun have time. Because I have 200+ near 300 pictures. How to update all. Huh huh huh. U tell me. Wait till I have time to sit in front of my computer instead of lappie to edit all the nice nice photos for you guys to see k. Meanwhile. Here's the sneak peak. =D
Me and my bros snorkelling. Damn fun. But tiring.
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There are many times when human fuss over minor things, only to make situations even worst.
There are times when second chances are given, yet we don't realise it.
There are times when we think too much for ourself yet neglected our loved ones.
There are times when we say something and we dont mean it.
There are times when people do somthing for us but we failed to appreciate.
And there must be a time when we will all grow up and starts to mature.
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China Doll
Thursday, June 01, 2006
I feel so goddamn relief that I am done with my Basic Media Research (BMR) Literature Review.
My french test is a goner. Boo
Yet there are still many other things to be done. 3 weeks holiday is not holiday at all.
BUT BUT BUT! DXO! Im still coming for you. Another problem, should I go to the June 10 or the June 17's party? Choose one. Actually Im more keen to go June 17's. Of cos, there's some reason behind it. Only people Fan Jian Ju Le Bu will know. Haha.