China Doll
Monday, January 31, 2005
okae. today is one of my happiest day ever since he MIA.
went to town shoppin with angel! b4 that went back to sch to look for fren and stuff. haha.. of cos eat my lunch dere. LOL.
so went down to town. shop shop shop. bought M.A.C powerpoint eyeliner, bought bags earrings food. ate haagen daz icecream. MANGO SORBET!!!!!! uber nice. took neoprints. uber nice. =X THE MACHINE VERY NICE TO USE!!!!. muahahahha...
still alot of things wanna buy. buy buy buy. money not enough.
this is one of da neoprints we took. like this pic alot. hahaha
here's another. see that black nails?
mixed! hahaha
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okaez. today went PWP to relief. vivian, the second incharge. SHE IS FRIGGIN NICE! and so is the full timer dere, adeline. muahaha. super shiok lor today work. slack slack one. talk alot. no stress.. *WOOT* ROTIBOY ROXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!! =X
tml goin town. to do shoppin. feelin happier. cos i already told mama that i need her to help me pay 2 months of guzheng fee and den i will pay her back month by month. so i wun have sucha huge burden anymore *SMILEZ*
SHOPPIN QUEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
still MIA. countin da days. it's been 3 wks.
China Doll
Friday, January 28, 2005
hmm.. came out with a decision. i have decided to put my faith and trust back in him. why let those 3 words "In a Relationship" make me so upset and doubtful?
but he MIA so long. really worried. haiz. not even a news.
xiang xin. dun break ma heart eh?
not cut enuff. so i hafta ACT ahahhaa.. funny
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amazingly. was in fuckin foul mood. yet! i din even touch a stick of ciggie. amazing. so so amazing. dun worry peeps. i only touch it when im in bad mood. lala. =X
today, got one auntie and 2 daughters come into our shop. took lotsa clothes without tryin. all total up to $407. fuckin rich. thou the auntie abit rude. but i forgive her. LOL! shop target for da day is actually $1.2K. but we hit a 3.1K sia. pro right. hhahaha. duh.. ebase bugis leh. LOL!
sometimes i think i v useless. cannot even tally cash. keep countin and countin. also cannot tally. den make my incharge like so pekchek. den majiam i v stupid like tt. sigh. ben si le.
-Wo Ai De Ren Bu Shi Wo De Ai Ren-
China Doll
Thursday, January 27, 2005
haiz. dunnoe. confused. vexed. frustrated.
forefinger's swollen. hurtin. somehow not as much as how my heart hurts.
painful legs. cant be compared to how im feelin. heels suck.
one side of me: go on trustin him.
the other side of me: he flinged you. why bother to go on.
one side of me: the truth is not yet out. dun give up.
the other side of me: if he is sincere, he would not be MIA
This goes on and on............
-Im twisted cos one side of me is tellin me that i need to move-
-On the other side, i wanna break down and cry-
this 2 verse, completely describe how im feelin. someone free me.
China Doll
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Wo gei ni de ai ni rou lin le; wo gei ni de xin ren ni bei pan le.
Once believin in fairytales; now it has shall never exist.
Fact number 1: the opposite of love, is HATE
Fact number 2: never put so much trust in others
Fact number 3: sweet talks are nothing but jux words that will hurt u in the end
Tian ya wu chu he fang cao he bi dan lian yi zhi hua
China Doll
Monday, January 24, 2005
aight. changed my layout. STARSTUDDED! aint that little girl so damn cute. i remembered there was once there is this super uber cute little girl with large eyes and fantastic facila featire came to our shops. so me and my colleague were squealing nonstop. cos she is so damn fine. =X xiaomin bf have her pic! ask her send me xD
anyway. i slept at zhun zhun 12 am last night. woke up zhun zhun 1 pm this afternoon. super shiok. 13 hrs. whoooo. its been a long time since i slept so long.
did my laundry , iron my clothes and some hsework. meanin i stayed at home all day. din go out. read comics. wanted to practise guzheng. but my file with all my scores disappear. DISAPPEARED!!!!! where has it gone too. *sOb* all my beloved scores. gone.. gone..... GONE!!!!
got irritated by my mum. damn it. gRrrRr... __ =X
where have u gone toooooooooo... u irresponsible ass. how can u jux MIA without telling me. u got me thinkin so much. wat the heck. *roLl eYes* make my life so miserable. T.T
me... b4 my new haircut. close up... >.<
China Doll
Sunday, January 23, 2005
make a quick entry. early mornin my ezlink cocked up. reached work place jux a few minutes b4. den some kuku asshole ruined my whole day. *desmond sim shld noe wat happen*. had migraine in da afternoon. sucky mood for whole day. suck. lotsa customers. got so giddy. bluagh. wanted to faint. miss dear. *where are u.. sobz....* met up with angel. this was better. talk cock as usual. she's attached again. *wOw* congratz. haha.. she change bf majiam change clothes. *OOpsIe* she's gonna butcher me for that. bluagh.
IAMBOREDSAVEME
try figurin. haaz.... zZz...
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
muahh.. tiring day. went to NYP open house. den suddenly recall that he used to study there. nice environment. got a swimmin pool look alike somemore. Food Junction got v nice chicken chop leh. so cheap somemore. LOL.
Billy was like pesterin me to go watch him dance. so i did. but i wasnt exactly watchin him. i was watchin his fren. the one wearin the army cap dancin. thou build is not v tall. but the way he danced is jux jux jux soooo attractive. the way he move. his facial expression. if i were to join NYP den i would join the ForeignDanceBody. *wEeEET* den met Zhirui. wanted to meet ah ma de. but she dunnoe where. *sIgh* me and angel was liek constantly bio-ing yandaokia lor.
den went down to heeren. angel wanted to pierce her naval. but HP wasnt there. so din. went to far east to check out the naval piercin rates. but ex. and i dun think can be trusted. den angel decided to wait for HP to come back to pierce for her. cheaper and safer ^^
painted my nails reddish brown. nice! but my skills kns. hahaha.. found a place in TM that sells perfume. Lancome Miracle is for $49.90 ONLY!!! my god i wanna get it. one more wk!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH MIRACLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyone willin to buy it for me? *oopsIe* muahaha
got a bad news. hope history wun repeat itself. lets pray together. watever it is. u mux stay strong.
for the past 3 days. 3 ppl had asked me abt my dream guy. hmmm...
MY DREAM GUY
Appearance:
- tall
- eh... nice nose. as in bi zi ting. =X
- broad shoulder. =X but dun be like clothe hanger liek tt la. =X
- presentable.
thats all for appearance. dun require much. ^^
Character-wise:
- mux compromise and accomodate
- caring
- mux noe his priorities
- mux noe how to coax me
- shuo dao yao zhuo dao. say liao mux do. cannot say say den sua.
Thats all ba. not askin for too much right? geeee...
China Doll
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Life is simply so damn boring for me right now. thou i get more freedom in terms of my expenditure, shoppin expenses, food and clothes and blah blah. i wanted far more than that. i wan to do anything i wan without restrictions. mainly from my mom *gROwL*
sigh. tml havin a off. goin to NYP to check it out. open hse tml.
work today is funny. but quite tirin. Jo make me luff like crazy today. haha. makin weird faces doin insane actions. i practically had tears while luffing. still havin prob with tally-ing the cash. so many methods. denise taught me one. jasmine taught me another. jieying and jo. ALL DIFFERENT DE! *criEs*
not much left to spend for the rest of the month. maggie mee! here i come!!!
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Monday, January 17, 2005
awww.. tirin day. not sure why. mebbe becos i had a stick or wat? but was really in a foul mood. so had a stick. left with 4. save it for wed. goin to nyp open hse. grrr... shoppin after that.
took a likin for a wallet i saw at wallet shop. nice. like it. but im sure alot of other ppl sure have the same wallet as me if i buy that. *fROwN* shld i or not? totally broke. damn.
guess he's missing. forget it. who am i to him to bother so much? -stomps away-
wat heck is happenin to me man. why why why. feelin vexed frustrated down. thats not like me at all. i think i've changed. changed. changed changed changed.
where are u baby... =( dunch u noe im missin u so much.
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wah. stressed up man. cashierin. xtra $1. T.T i eat customer's money. nvm la. better den shortage. =X erpx. have to top myself. hurhur. ahhhh...
havin break. den kevin called. says he's outside da shop. LOL! but i was down buyin KFC. *LMAO* he came the 3rd time. and yet i cant get to see his face. *ROFL* really not fated ah.
angel still broodin over wat happen. wat exactly happened? for me to noe for u to find out. lalalala.
msg to angel:
u are not be blamed for everything that happened yea? none of us expected him to be sucha a xia lan nbcb knn bastard. if he ever calls u divert his call to me phone. me diatiao kan him till he siao.
haiz. miss dear alot. think he forgot my existance ler. =( MIA liao la..*hMpH*
China Doll
Thursday, January 13, 2005
today aint that borin anymore. hurhur. cos i learned cashierin! pick it up quite fast. thou i tend to forget some small steps. cos denise was there which was quite stressful. but after she went home everything went well with xiaomin and jo.
den jo did my 2nd evalutation. *wHew* wasnt too bad. great hella improvement. gd mood for da whole day. muahaha. called dear after work. promise to send him pic on my new haircut. grrr.. but have to send to his fren junior de phone. so i send lor. den i called him. once he picked up the phone i said i sent the photo over already and he was like "JUNIIIIOOOOOOOORRRRRR" screamed his fren's name..v funny. den i kept luffin dot. but that pic was ugly. once i took a nicer pic will upload. ^^
den dear say i look like ah lian. hai. saded. dun wan. me not ah lian. i uber guai de. i v guai me not ah lian. guai de hor. *saDEd* dear call me bao bei... muaahhaha *sHy*
gd day for meeeeee....
China Doll
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
woot. off day. went shoppin. and haircut. mummy say liek ah lian. kns. thats wat i hate most lor. zao zhi dao dun rebond. ME NOT AH LIAN K! *aNgrY*
bought belts. char wanted one so i help her buy. char learn cashierin liao. haiz. me haben learn. saded. jo dun wan teach me. kns. never mind. after march me quit. HMPH
bought earrings bracelets and stuff. no clothes. =D wooooo.. den met yansiew check out some salon de colouring and highlightin rate.. so long nv see herrrrr.. haha.. she's my 'mummy' v sweet and dedicated laydee. mebbe me gettin my hair coloured after i get my second pay. *weeeeee*
hai. reach home do my stuff and blah blah. received a miss call from him. but i din wan to talk on the phone cos both my parents at home. they tend to eavedrop. bo0oooo... msged him..fell from bike. AGAIN. i no comments lor. nv die jiu hao lor. -walk away-
haiz. den angel say we 2 de care for each other always will turn out to be arguing. =O really meh. =X.
guess angel had her tots really sorted out. gd for u ger. always be by ur side. =D
China Doll
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
whaha. today is alright for me. jo and denise din come for work. wendy from suntec came down to relief. sooooo relac. =X was in gd mood. so i served my customers gd too. =D lOl... got one OL customer say i pretty. *shY* mebbe she was juz tryin to get some discount. *LMAO*
after work went home with angel. wendy was so nice so release me early. like her. muahahaha hoep she can be my incharge. WHAHHAA =X oOPsIe. after angel left called dear. talk talk awhile. muahaha. told him abt me gettin slapped. ooPsie. guess he got abit angry. okiex. dear i wun do it again le. =D next time anything happen sure tell u.. *muackz*
tml offff.. goin to kimage cut hair. yea! wanna buy belt. mebbe goin down to heeren to buy. or mebbe far east. im broke. =(
China Doll
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Hows day?
Nahz. nth much work and stuff. TIRED is da word.
din see u bloggin for a few days. wat were u doing?
As i said. was tired. gettin lazier. aint me a piggiez? haaahahahazzzz.
Any interestin stuff happened?
Hmmm.. interestin. not much. had my hair rebonded. and heard from my incharge today that my 2nd evaluation is comin. damn
my rebonded hair. gonna have a haircut at kimage wednesday. muahahaha. cant decide wat kidn of hairstyle to cut.
U got your pay recently right? how is your expenditure so far?
awww.. hate this pay thingy. im broke. grrr.. left with only abt $200 to spend? thats so little. eatin maggie for breaks.. and he's gonna scold me if he ever sees this. I NEED TO SAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
How's you and him?
oei. kpo la. =X
muahaha.... -bored-
China Doll
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
anyway. was bored. and i wore my cap. love my adidas cap. so took pic. =D
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aight. seeing everyone doin their reflections im quite tempted. anyway, it is gd to do some reflections for year 2004. we learn from our mistakes, as well as improve ourself to be a better person.
quite true. year 2004 wasnt a v gd year for me, my classmates, family members and even the whole world.
Those horrible bird flu, devastating disasters and the most recent, tsunami. Wats wrong with da world. haha.
thou economy is on the road of recovering. Ppl still complain. haha. the typical singaporeans. hurhur. my parents worked hard. my elder brother entered army while my younger brother completed his primary education. No doubt, how time flies. how that little young brat of mine grows from a cute little pinchy baby to an irritating rebellious young teen. mebbe that was how i changed too. *sIgH* As for my elder brother, he completed his A levels. goin on to University. haha. as my mum said, he is the one that always made our family proud. mebbe to my mum, compared to my elder brother, im jux a small fry =D
Me now. Year 2004 aint a easy for a student. The constant muggin, endless tuitions, boring remedials, countless tests and exams. All this stress, jux to prepare for the battle with O levels. Our teachers and schoolmates had worked hard. A very big thank you. i must say, i love year 2004. because i felt that i spent all my time wisely. despite occasional downs. well, which human dun have their up and downs? I've learnt alot throughout my last year in secondary school. Really learnt how to cherish and love. Learnt how to views things at many different angles. Learnt many many many others. but i dun think all this is enuff for me to walk down the anotehr half of my life. Im still a young lady livin in this realistic world. A world, that is even more realistic den i have tot it could be. Many ppl also step in and out of my life too. haha too much to mention ar.
ahhhh... after the terrible war with O level. tot i could slack like nobody business. nope. i din. landed myself in a job. workin for Baleno Kingdom Pte Ltd. haha. full time somemore. started work immediately right after O lvl. amazin. got my first pay on the 27 Dec 2004 11pm. *wOoT* thats the best part of workin =D
In addition i've changed my mindset that fairytales doesnt exist. hurhur. well. thats all. bored. again. yes. im bored. jux had my hair rebonded. v ugly. =(. so dead. i wan to have a hair cut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz. my bank now is only 3 digits. so sad. =(
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
borrrrriiiiinnnnnnnnggggg. been whinin and whinin and whinin non-stop for the past few days. BORED!! chatted on phone with dear. lmao. indeed, i jux go "borrrinnnggggg.. soo.... boree......d" yesh. i think anyone else would be irritated. hahaha
dunnoe wats happenin to me. been hu si luan xiang. dunnoe why. =( been whinin been this and that. *sadEd* booo...
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
- stop whinin like a kid
- work hard. whether for job or study.
- get healthy
- exercise!
- money? *eRpz*
tts all i can think abt now. haha. gonna have my hair rebond and cut. YEA MY FRINGE GONNA BE BACK!! YIPPIE!
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Monday, January 03, 2005
today. althou tirin. but happy. early mornin met xiaomin have breakfast. went to work together. alittle late. lala. work work work. had lunch woth jo. den had dinner with benny and his frenz at mac. treated them. gosh. v gd looks. haha his frenz quite nice. one of his fren is my senior de godbro. =O so qiao.
but on da way home, argued with dear abit. but nvm~ all is well now. ben lai angel can pei me home but her parents come fetch her. haha. lala. asked me whetehr im workin on sat. saded. of cos workin lor. lala.. den say may come down and visit me! diao diao.~ =X
-skip away-
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Sunday, January 02, 2005
argh. guess my da yi ma is coming. feelin so damn lethargic. gosh. angel found her boy liao. she owe me a meal. angel ah angel ah, this time serious k. ur peng you got weak heart ah. dun everytime gimme so much shock later i heart attack my funeral expenses u pay ah! =X hahahaha... wat ever it is u and him have my blessin k.
tml benny comin down to meet me. lalal.. rico supposed to tag along. but in the end not comin. dunnoe who is the other person. hmmm.. tml in da morning meetin xiaomin together for breakfast. hmmm. full shift. sian.
dear told me he tuesday goin to phuket to help. liew. wat if another tsunami come. CHOY AH! go dere mux take care cos i think over dere very messy. =D
gd lor. wednesday i take off liao no one accompany me go shoppin. =( sian. lai lai lai. wednesday who freeeeee?
had my layout changed. dun really liek it. damn. and my fallin snow disappeared. $%^&*
IN LOVE WITH MY NAVAL!!!!!!!
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
aight. its a new yr. 2005. end of sec sch life. hmm... had my naval pierced to commemorate everything that happened.
kns. belly so fat =(
din go out to countdown. boring. dear happy in ktv liao. jealous de neh. tml still have work. afternoon shift.
HAPPY NEW YEAR