China Doll
Saturday, November 20, 2004
WHAHAHA! FOUND A JOB!!!.. at ebase! WOOOOT MY FAVE SHOPPPP! GET TO WEAR THEIR CLOTHES FOR FREEE JEALOUS BEH?
met up with angelina. went to ebase for interview and s&k. went to s&k first. hurhur saw sab madeline and xiu. whahah.. tell them about it. den went separate way. den went tp ebase. had the interview. and the lady ask lotsa quest. so i jux answered accordingly. and den asked her lotsa question. den she suddenly said: so when can u start work? my immediate reaction was " HUH?! U MEAN IM SELECTED?" i tot they mux be given time to consider. whoa. din expect. angelina too. mine is a bugis angelina's at suntec. WHOOPIE!! GOT A JOB!. get to make up and stuff. hurhur. den we went to take neoprint toooo whahah blardy funny . keep luffin. went down to bugis to take and find shoe and had my eyebrow trimmed. hurhur.. was luffin all da way. darn happy.
startin work on wed. weeee.... whahahaa.... but fears starts to come into me. rather worried. no experience come out work. wat if my colleagues are some evil ppl? grr.. went to check out bugis's ebase. =O look alittle fierce. damn scary. nvm. i'll jux try my best. and this means no more sentosa trip for me. sigh...
I suddenly miss him real much. 1st time i miss some1 so much. he's busy. i believe. frenz says im naive for tt. am i? or i was jux giving the trust im suppose to give? he once said "One day i were to give u twelve roses, 11 will be fake and 1 be real... and blah blah.." cant remember the whole thing. but i got the meaning. he once said " i'll bring u to pastamania to eat my fave"
and he once said many many other things that made me smile like this -> =D
he used to send me messages now and den. but now he doesn't he's busy. i understand. but sendin jux one msg really that tough? fine. i try not to get all so fussy. eric tried to do tt to keep me happy. but i told him somethings can nv be replaced.
in mua whole life of 16 yrs, i've nv allow any guy to call me dear. he's the only person who can dear here and dere. dun he noe tt this means alot? im not sure whether he still reads my blog. watever it is, this is MY blog and im suppose to say anything. *HMPH* tried to get him off my mind by spendin lotsa time with frenz =O lOlx. but cant. i maybe not be that kinda person who will automatically send a msg cos i very buay zidong but i already made the effort! sigh.. mebbe he dun wan me ler..