China Doll
Saturday, February 19, 2005
alast, im feelin alot better. thanx to peeps. who are always forever dere for me. i jux cant make it w/o all of ya.
special thanx to ANGELINA TAN KAH YING. The girl who seen me cry laugh smile and blah blah. forever dere for me when i needed comfort. no doubt, she's my bestest pal. girl i love u man! my live wouldnt be complete w/o you.! *muaCkz*
as usual. work. work was fine. it couldnt be any better. brings me out of all those silly tots. not exactly. mebbe those tots are jux so true. lotsa work distracts me from all the unhappiness. but this doesnt always last. late night, lyin alone in da bed. hearin the crickets callin, makin which i tot to be beautiful melodies. but it simply jux make my mind run wild. recallin all that happened.
i noe its hard for him to accept wats happenin. he's 19/20 afterall? wats gonna happen next i dunch noe. i hope someone will tell me. for im really concerned abt him yet i din have the courage to do anything else to find out. but to pray hard. prayin that he will be fine.
im not sure if i can still call u dear. but u will always be ma boo. i swear.