China Doll
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
i think i gettin weirder. wats wrong with me.
First, all of ya will get a shock if i say this. recently, i've been into veggie. yea and i mean it. been eatin lotsa veggie. my lunch my dinner. each time i see meat i gets abit fan wei. like i eat yong tau hoo, i 7 items, 4 veggies. wahhh.. really. and i love eatin fruits too. strange. drank lotsa fruits drinks. fresh one somemore. as u peeps noe, i use to be one hella meat lover. kao. wat has become of me.
Second, i've been spendin nonstop. not intendin to control. spend like no body's business. whenever i use to buy smth real ex or not of gd use, i feel my heart breaks. but now, i can jux use my nets like i had lotsa money. wth.
Third, haben been bio-ing ydk. suddenly lost interest le. isit that parkway does not have any ydk? but even if i were to be shoppin in orchard, i dun look around. kao....
Fourth, i've been gettin pissed and irritated, losin my temper everynow and then, easily. thats not like me in da past. when im able to think rationally and control myself. as in, i tend to be scoldin peeps for every little things. but i dun scold them as in SCREAM at them la. but jux mumblings of cursin and swearings.
Me, changed so much. ever since when. i dunnoe. im angry with myself for all that happened. i blamed myself for watever happend. it take 2 hands to clap. im at fault.
anyway, angel, tt kuku ger *LUFF* wans me to pon work. so i told her "pon work = hu si luan xiang" den she gave me "no work = pei angel=crazy da=lotsa laughter=no stress= HAPPY HUEY WEN!" lousy reaction hahaha.... no work = no money.
-Wo shou le zhong shang, dui ai yi bu zai ke wang-
it been a long time. since i was being called dear. as i was blog hoppin. i stumble upon this ger blog. she's attached. and her boy left her a msg in her taggie. "dear dear, got miss me ma? muackx muackx" abit mushy hor. i suddenly miss gettin this kinda msg. mebbe im too used to his msg le. every mornin, i will see his msg. every night after work, i will see his msg. suddenly, *poof* all those became history. i remembered he likes to ask me the above question. den i will always reply "got la. abit la. hahaha" yea. come to think of it, how sweet, how memorable those days were. once, he was watching movie halfway. it was dinner time. he sms-ed me "dear mux remember eat ur dinner k? me watchin movie now." and i replied "yea.. eat already. u also mux eat arh. dun everytime skip ur meal ah! u go see ur movie ba. dun disturb u. miss ya" sometimes when he was out havin fun with his fren and he got abit drunk, he will msg me 4am+ 5am+. so each time i woke up from mua beloved slp. but i wasnt angry at all. i was not frustrated. cos it was his msg that i received. if it were to be by other ppl. i wun bother to reply. however, i would get so happy. piao ah piao. he knows i like to use this phrase. he made fun of me. haha. how nice. however, all this nv come back to me ever again. baby, u will nv be replaced.
-Wo shou le zhong shang, dui ai yi bu zai ke wang-