China Doll
Monday, April 11, 2005
if u dun care abt us, u dun have the right to ask about my poly thingy. u are the one who is always out. not stayin at home to keep us accompany. i noe u work v hard. but why is it that after workin in da mornin and yet u have the energy to go out at night to drink with ur frenz? spend all ur money on those happy hours den contributin to the family. wat kinda shit is this. den when my poly fees come u start to get pekchek den say i nv tell u abt it. u are the one who always bochap k. now i pay for my own phone bill, my guzheng fee. wat more u wan. im only 17 k. dun expect too much from me. if u think im v wrong to say this. sorry. i feel that im in da right. wats with all da sms-in and those shit. u havin an affair? whos the person u are always talkin on da phone with. ur hp bill is more den mine so u dun come fuckin nag at me yea?
it gets me all so fucked up. mama's naggin all the way. den why u still choose to stay out late.? why are u contributin so little to da family.? come back home. watch tv. slp. mornin wake up work. evenin come back. eat dinner. den out again. wat kinda fuck shit is this. sometimes i dun even get to see u for 2-3 days. is this wat we call family? everytime arguin over money issue.
cant stand it anymore. i dun wan all these to go on. i foresee serious negative consequence. someone pls help. to stop all this. pls.
mama's also gettin onto my nerve. geng nian qi. i feel so... helpless...