China Doll
Friday, April 22, 2005
back. if u think wat happened will stop me from bloggin? nahz. i wun. cos it's my blog. as everything goes just as wat i have expected. hmm.. but it seems that im the baddie. but watever it is i will still bear the consequences for wat i've done/written.
im sorry. not sorry for wat i have written/done. but sorry for pullin innocent ppl into the whole thing. whoever the one who read my blog. i also dunnoe wat to say abt the person. is the person cunning? honest? helpful? or wat so ever.
i still think i have done nothing wrong despite feelin bad abt everything. but i also feel so accused. just wanna say everybody has their own feelings own frustrations. if people out there wans to go round tellin others wat i have written and wat i have done. i can do nothing. all i can say is nothing.
to think i still look so forward to the next performance. guess not anymore. breaks my heart.
one of my schmate once tell me "money is the root to all evil" hmmm.. how would u interpret this sentence? so subjective.
the lesson i learned, is wat i've seen i've heard and it has nothing to do with me. i'll just keep my mouth shut. i will not be like some other ppl saying about who and who and wat-so-ever.
.and i've confirmed that this world is GODDAMN REALISTIC. for now i really dunnoe who i can trust and who i cannot trust. who's in the right who's in the wrong. i dunnoe. who's gonna give me an answer. no one. i'll have to find out for myself.
some people advise me to do a blogshift. i guess i wun. cos this blog contain memories since last yr june/july. but if incident like this happened again. i'll consider doin a blogshift.
lastly. bloggin is not safe. to frenz out dere. either u keep ur blog to urself. or dun blog.