China Doll
Friday, April 29, 2005
dunnoe how i am suppose to feel. when the window pops out showing he's online. MY HEART PI BO PI BO JUMP! haizzz... den i message angel. she tell me to talk to him. so after much pondering and hesitating, i decided to do so. "wei.."
1 second 2 second 3 second..........
1 minute 2 minute 3 minute..........
and i just stared at his nick for a whole period when he's online. yes. i really STARED! wishin all the way he would at least reply me. be it a v cold 'hi' or a harsh 'wat u wan'
den i decided to try another tactic. i changed my nick to 'happenin day at police post'. was hopin to attract his attention. but attracted the attention of the wrong people. HAI.
den he offline liao lor. win liao lor. uber dao lor. knife knife knife. I TAKE KNIFE CHOP U DEN U NOE! *hmpH*
a mixture of emotions. wanted to cry wanted to luagh. whyyy.. dunnoe leh. see him think of the past. honestly i do not pin any hope for him to come back to me as the one i knew him initially. but i really wan to know the reason behind everything. but he's so... erm... unwilling to tell. dun wanna keep buggin. dun wan him to find me a nuisance. so i just kept v quiet. WHY! WEI XIA MI! WEI HE!!!!saded. wonder if he still reads my blog. dun think so ba. hai.
anyway. curious about the police post thingy? haha... here it goes.
went downt o CSQ. went to ebase. found out that the transfer list was out. Rosabel transfer to parkway. Adeline my senior to CSQ. Denise my BJ 2nd incharge to suntec. sob. so many changes. neh mind. went to mondo look for shoes. den went to missha to accompany angel lor. talk cock slack and the usual. went to play pool for one hr. cleared 3 games in 1 hour. not bad. but we cheated the last 2 games. oops. saw daniel hongboon and shumwai. daniel wanted to return me ciggie. bit i decline. ahahah den angel take. -.-
so everything over le. me went home. on the way home i received a call from angel. askin me to pei her go to police post. she has been receivin sexual harassment phone calls. den she cannot take it already. so go report police. we were hopin that the police post have some YOYO de policeman. but dun have leh. so spent a great deal of time dere. den went to starhub to ask them help to trace. think she's alright now.
mum's not happy with me. crazy. just becos im not home to help her mop the floor. wat the hell.