China Doll
Sunday, May 08, 2005
I realised my blog title is gettin more and more meaningless. kao. bth. Day was fine. Except that i was pissed of by my incharge due to some SERIOUS miscommunications and misunderstandings. If only she can speak clearer. AND NOT MUMBLE~ @#$^&* I HAVE TO "HUH!?!?!??!?!" Actually my incharge is not that bad la. just that when she's nice she's real nice. when she's bad she's real bad that kinda extreme thingy.
den for the whole day of work, me and sally were on missions to bio 'yoyo' hahaha.. and i showed sally benny's photo. expected reaction. "OMG!!!" hahaha~ yea.
Angel's com down again. alamak. no blog to read. hurhur. neh mind. read one of my guzheng pal de blog. wat she said is her true feelings. Den i felt so lucky. Cos at that point of time when the incident happened, the closer pals stood by us. givin us moral support. If werent for them, i wouldnt be here typin my blog. I would be somewhere hangin my head low crying. wat a pathetic situation. i wun allow myself to sink into that kind of situation. i am strong. and i will. honestly i miss my guzheng pals tons. i miss playing guzheng. but i din touch my guzheng at home at all. because......... abit of me felt ashame of myself. another bit of me refrain myself from touching to not be reminded of da past. I still love guzheng. I still love my guzheng pals. I thank my teacher for imparting his skills to us. But there are always some unspoken and unwritten feelings within ourself. We knew it ourself. yet none of us spoke. Its a gd thing and a bad thing. Life is just so contradictin. Just so ironic. Making me so confused. Just keep on remindin myself "Some things are just the way it is."
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