China Doll
Sunday, July 17, 2005
"Wei he ni Cinderella, liu gei wo yi wang wu ji de si nian. Waitin for you I'm waiting for u waiting for you come here to my dream"
I was shock. to see him online. haha. thought he had already blocked me, an irritatin pest. was overwhelmed with emotions once again. flooded with past memories. struggling to keep my tears inside. Im feel much more better now. especially when i tot of him. wat makes me happy was the happiness he gave me b4. im thankful for that. and i hate him for hurting me so long.
i tot of him. den i tot of chris. confused, was wat i am. chris been gd to me. but the feeling he gave me wasnt the same that he gave me. Im searching for the same old feeling that was given to me b4. Im afraid i nv manage to find that. I really dunnoe wat to do. i dun wan to think. bahhhhh... kill me pls.. ROAR