China Doll
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Whatever shit. I am so darn pissed with everything. With my mum, with my bro, with my work, with test! damnit.
Actually I havent been workin for the past few days. bOo! meanin less money. Bah! who cares Im really a big spender. i should really stop spendin so much. Im feelin so guilty. I should save.
SAVE!
SAVE!!
SAVE!!!
*sIgH* I hate myself la. kill me pls. pluuuuuuueaaaseeeeee?
I was listenin to Tong Hua just now in my room. My room has a surround sound system. so listenin to music is so shiok ah! =X so i was reading my notes, humming along. den i started singin aloud. Well, everyone loves this song right? i love it alot. den i started cryin la. SHIT LA. sigh. i think of him again. i missed those days. those days when i tot i was the happiest girl alive.
But now, i have a screwed up life. I have tons of undone assignments. i overspent. i need money. i need time i need everything la. Life is getting sucky. __