China Doll
Monday, August 22, 2005
WAH LAU EH! hmm. a bad start for my blog. bah who cares. the cost for piercing my conch is a freaking $70!!! o.O? who's gonna sponsor me? my birthday is on november! soon!! =X
anyway. conch is the inside of your ear. heh.
ERIC AHHHH! QIAN QIAN HUAN QIAN!!!!! OWE MONEY PAY MONEYYYYYYY!!!! LIM BU BO MONEY LIAOOOOO!!!
In regard to my previous post, i talked about kc right? yea. i talked about him. just wanna say all those are history. As what Mr.D said today, history will always be history. It cant be changed. Those are just my memories. All my besties knows how much memories means to me. Kc will never come back to me. I have already accepted that fact. It took me a good 6 months to get over. Even if he were to come back to me, things will not be the same. Frenz is the most both of us will get. I do miss him at times. I do compare what i had with him and what i have now. Cos we are human afterall. However, i also think rationally. I knew, kc is not gonna be there for me anymore. All i can say, is that, i dont love kc anymore. Just missed the old times and i jolly well know that history's aint gonna re enact again. Im moving on. But u made me feel so lost. Yes, im already lost. Mebbe, i'll take another 6 month to forget u. Mebbe, i will not. I dun know. they say time heals. yes it does. somehow the pain now is unbearable.
I was talking to angel this afternoon at the reservoir. We sat at the benches, listening to the wind whistle, feel the sun ray on our skin. We reminisce the past. It was... fantastic i say. I told her my life has became so aimless and meaningless. what happened to the good old huey wen in sec sch? working hard to excel. working v hard to maintain top 3 position in class. What did she gets in the end? Seriously, i need to start working out my life all over again. sigh. fan nao.
.missing.you.