China Doll
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
It's when he says "Do you think we should still be together?"
Its when he says "Everything just went wrong"
Its when he says "I really hope u will take care of yourself when i am no longer with you."
Its when he says " take care too my fren."
It is tough to hold back my tears. When I thought i could love u more than u loved me, u had the world came crashing down on me. Maybe we weren't mature enough. Maybe I was too naive. So much so that when i looked back, I laughed at myself.
Seriously, i don't know how i am going to handle all this. Exams are coming. Will i still be workin hard? I don't know. All i can feel now is just pure sadness. I won't expect myself to sleep tonight.
The last time i cried like how i did just now, was when KC went missing. Only some will noe how bad it is.