China Doll
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Am suppose to be doing my marketing journal and medsoc thingy. BUT! i strayed again la. for the don't-know how many times already. this whole thing simply suck.
Tomorrow I am having my Media and Society Presentation. It's been a long time since i have something like that. I have not been on stage for a long long time. feeling rather jittery. I afraid i can't get use to the attention. I'm the second to speak. In the past, i used to loudly declare that all this presentations are just peanuts. Where have all my confidence went? I accumalated my experiences on stage through guzheng. since i have stopped, i gradually lost touch. Which is real bad. sigh. everything around me simply falls apart.