China Doll
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
I think I have lost almost everything in my life.
Aims.
Trust.
Faith.
Fun.
A Complete family.
Love from my parents.
Whether or not it is my fault.
Another red line just formed before the first one can heal.
Depression hits me.
I feel so insignificant. So small when compared to others.
I envy all my classmates.
Nice parents, good grades and everything.
I've been having sucidal thoughts lately. Ironically, i used to laugh at people who thought of it. I used to think they are stupid. Now i am the stupid one. For now, i will just stay one corner and cry.