China Doll
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Floods.
Heatwaves.
Hurricanes.
Bird Flu.
Dengue.
Murder.
The world is going crazy.
So am I.
Bao feng yu qian de ning jing.
I knew history will repeat.
I dare not face it.
Now it happened.
Again.
I don't wish to care.
I see my younger brother.
My heart broke.
He's only 13.
I don't understand what 'mature' adults are thinking nowadays.
Does things have to turn out this way?
Does things have to involve police?
Money is the root of all evil.
I believe.
Yet money makes the world goes round.
Escapism. Is what i though of.
Not sure whether it is right to do so.
But to tell you what's on my mind.
Escapism.
The empty feeling I had every night.
The insomnia i suffered every night.
My mind is a whirlwind.
I can't think. I can't breath.
If only, someone is here to take me away.
Almost giving up almost everything in my life.
I knew i can't.
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Msg to angeline jie:
jie.. I really think that shldnt be the way u handle things ba.. im not trying to be a busybody. I might sound naggish and i know more or less u will feel irritated. but i really hope u can live happily. Always think things from different angles. I believe you loved everyone around you and everyone around u love you too right? *muackz* Jie mei qing shen.