China Doll
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
2nd post of the day.
So happy that i will be working tml. no more staying at home.
By this time, i should get my pay already.
From now on, i shall master the art of starving.
Why?
Cos my contact lens cost $260 and my pay is less than $500.
My mum is unwilling to pay HALF of it for me.
She feels that i shall take on the full cost.
Still hafta pay hp bill.
And my mum feels that i SHOULD pay for her hp bill.
Fine.
By that time don't she fucking come scold me for not eating.
I cannot stand my hair anymore. Friday, im gonna get my fringe back! i cannot live without my fringe. damn and my contact lens.
going to alter my skirt. with just a pair of scissors! heh.
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Why is it that im always in da wrong. Why must i always be the one understandin people and not the other way round? why i mux always be the one giving in but not ppl giving in to me? why is it that i cant do what i wanted to do? unfair. sometimes i really wish to not retort. cos im really too drained. even numbed to feel anything. no matter what i say, situation will not improve. when will i get out of this mess?