China Doll
Friday, September 16, 2005
You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.
Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.
There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.
You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.
Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.
I think, the above test, is very very accurate. Sigh. Life. Sigh. A though-provoking entry by weibin recently. Haha. Very cheem ah his entry. But all i have to say is easier to be said than done. Life is tough.
So tough! Im broke! SO SO SO BROKE! Sigh. Its very heart wrenching when u walk into a supermarket and see that all time favourite snack YOGURT is only sales. MEIJI YOGURT ANY 3 FOR $2.10! SOBZZZZZZZ... And i still have to clear my reservations. sigh.
Tomorrow and saturday will be slackin in town and work. HAHA!
Kenneth had been promoting himself to me. what the..? Self-promoting. sibei kns. haha.. For now, i think it is the best for me to remain single ba. My personality and my lifestyle is not cut out for commitment. I cant commit at all. It's not about time management. Its about other obstacles that i face from family and friends. My inability to trust is still still still not there. How?! I don't know. All the know is i shall work my ass off. So that i can go back m'sia with friends. GEE
Picture time! These pictures were taken when me and bestie were in town for the lion dance competition and slacking. Just a few pics! Bear with the ugliness. *Laugh*
Best left me right. i think i look damn sweet like this. MUAHAH aight. dun puke.
Cineleisure's Yuki Yaki. I KNOW I LOOK REAL IDIOTIC! but! it was fun!
meatball left fishball right. Omg. I cant believe i actually posed for this kinda picture. ignore my ugly teeth.
Yea! Im so happy that I had eaten a good meal that i cant help and twist with a chopstick. *grinz*