China Doll
Sunday, October 16, 2005
I reached my workplace in a rather bad mood. Not very sure why. Maybe it's bad hair day. hmm...
But my spirit was lifted slightly afterwards. Sales was damn good. We managed to close a 1.8K, hitting our target. Im sure my manager will be happy. Of course, incharge's happy. She treated us to Sccopz ice cream. HOORAY! It's been a long long long lonnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg time since I've eaten ice cream. Durian flavor somemore. Yummy YUM!
Then, I made my way down to Block 201 to meet MinFei to get my money back. haha. Den went home.
Readd this article about a man, who went to his wife and child's grave EVERYNIGHT. He stayed faithful to his wife. This has been going on for 4 years. FOUR FREAKING YEARS. I cant help but cry in the bus. It was damn touching. Im suppose to bring back the paper and then scan it in and show it to you guys. But i forgot. There was this v touching line which after i read, i burst out crying.
Had a little chat with Cindy. It was quite a good chat. She said something that really got me thinkin about the relationship I had.
"When u gain something, you will also lose something."
Thought provokin eh?
Those days, I would rather spend my time with friends than accompany him in his lan shop. He would rather spend his time with his friends than coming down and fetch me from work. Thats why, we lost each other. Simple as that. =)
Then, she said, "Thats life."
Think about it.
Im glad, angel's feeling better. I am feeling better. In fact Im in good mood.
Bahh.... Going back Malaysia on 30th Oct till 5th Nov I think. Argh! not sure how am i suppose to be feeling.
Here's a highly recommended song. I love the lyrics. Check it out =):
We Belong Together (Mariah Carey)
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn’t know you
Guess I didn’t know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby baby We belong together
I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mindBobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface“I Only Think Of You” and it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together but I’m falling apart
I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby baby We belong together
When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together
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Those were the days. OooO i like this pic alot.