China Doll
Friday, December 30, 2005
Last night was hell. I couldnt sleep at all. Since I had nothing to do, I started writing my diary. Went into a crying fit. Cant stop myself. Just kept on writing and crying. I cant pull myself out of this misery.
Am rather bewildered. How come Junior don't know my number. By right he should know. How come he asked me "who is this?" Am really shock. I begin making assumptions. What else I can do? Let it go? I know cant.
I was being scolded by Xiaoling (tua nehneh =X) "can you stop living in the shadows of your ex and him!" Lao niang lan lan jitao bo chap her and walk away.
Still thinkin whether I should pierce my conch. I think I will make myself seh on Saturday at Liquid.