China Doll
Friday, December 30, 2005
It's almost the end of the year and reflections are to be done.
Year 2005 is sucha bumpy year for me. Quite tormenting in fact. Emotionally and physically. I was brought into year 2005 thinkin that I had almost everything. Love, family, friends, work, good results etc etc. But things didn't really work out and my life took a 180 degree turn. My life became so negative.
This year, he started IGNORING me. Fine. I shan't harp on this topic anymore.
Received my O level in this fateful year. Not too bad. Was quite happy. 5As. 1 A1 and the rest A2. Remainin 3 is a B3. Got myself a place in Communication and Media Management in TP. Not too bad. Didn't make it to JC. LUCKY I didn't.
Poly started. Knew my polymates. Fantastic people I like! Get a feel of poly life. Had quite a difficult time adapting But oh well, so used to it already.
Stayed in Ebase continued to work part time. Am transfered to Parkway. Of course there were conflicts here and there. Im glad that these conflicts actually happened. Am I a sadist or what? No. But this kinda thing make us learn. I've learn alot too.
My parents went through a divorce. I was badly affected. Moreover, at that time Im still struggling with work and school. Emotional breakdown.
Got my first official boyfriend Mr. Christ Toh Kang Yee. But didn't really last long. However it was a very sweet memory for me. He may not be the best guy I've ever met but I am thankful that he came and brought colours into my life when I feel like im smack right in a abyss.
Spent much of my time with my polymates and friends. To be honest, without them I don't know what will become of me. Especially Angelina Tan ( yesyes.. readers I know you guys are bored from me thanking that girl but... no matter how much words can express my thoughts ba). She's the one who bring me through EVERYTHING. And I mean everything. The christmas gift that she gave me was fuckingtastic. I still love you. And Im loving you for the 6th year. hahah..
Oh yes. year 2005 I had my first clubbing experience. Aint a virgin anymore! Tml will be my second time. As promised with my girl, bu zui bu gui (no drunk no home literally)
I have gain and lose throughout 2005. Small little things happened that actually had big impact on me. Too much to be mentioned. I learned to become a much much more stronger. I learned different ways to handle and reacting to different situations. The journey is still long. In fact I feel that my future is rather bleak. Sigh. What to do. I'll just welcome the new year anyway.
New year resolutions will be done over the next few day. But I don't I'll be bloggin cos too tired. Await!!