China Doll
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I am so goddamn irritated. I detest my mum's nagging/scoldin/restrictions. It really piss me off like hell.
Soon, I will be caught in a difficult situation. And I will have no idea how to solve. Im not sure whether I can still go Partyworld with my girl and have dinner with my wugui. Damn. This sucks.
Am worried for my girl. I wonder how is she doin now.
Words for my girl:
The whole world may lie to you, but you should know I will never. Standing by you 24/7. Cheer up sweet.
I am seriously doubting my r/s with wugui. I don't think I can make so much time sacrifices just to be with you. Risking my r/s with my mother and friends. I will choose my family and friends first. I hate to say this but thats the way my thoughts are. The trust, confidence and faith is just not there. I don't feel it that way. When I say trust, it's not about you with other girls. It's between us.
I know you treat me real good. I admit I have feelings for you. But it isn't as strong as the one I had towards my previous r/s. I am sorry to say that. But I do still treat you like my bf, my ke ai de wugui.
For now, I'll just try. But, if one day I leave you, don't hold it against me
Fuck. I feel like a bitch. All the emo shit is coming. Slap me.