China Doll
Monday, June 26, 2006
It's unbelieveable that I dreamt of you. So vivid, so physical. I could even sense your presence. U covered blanket for me. You pecked me on my cheek. I sense the warmth of your lips. But the way you treated me is still so cold, so unfeeling.
I remember every single detail of my dream. I woke up and found myself crying. Didn't you realise how big your impact had on my life? Your presence changed me and my life.
Does the dream mean anything? I still miss you? I still love you? I still cannot forget you? *cues Duan Dian*
Remember you sang Duan Dian and Z Chen's song over the phone?
Remember you told me your feelings towards me when you were at Chinablack 4am in the morning? Not once but twice?
Remember you scolded me for eating maggie mee? We sorta quarreled yet you gave in and said sorry first?
Remember you got angry because I did not tell you that my mum slapped me? You said we should share or joys and woes together?
Remember you typed the 12 roses poem and text me? I knew you typed it yourself because the poem you erm.. typed it wrongly.
Remember you talked to me over the phone for the first time? It was a Saturday night, you were on your way to Zouk. My heart almost stopped pumping.
Remember how you encouraged me to study for my O level? Remember how you comfort me when Im stress when Im upset?
Remember when your grandma passed away? You told me how much you missed her how your grandma dote on you how much you wanted to cry during the wake? I had the urge to go down to Bukit Panjang to pay my respect to your grandma.
Remember remember remember all those memories we had? I was the luckiest girl alive.
Even if you don't remember, I will... always...
At the end of the day..
Stupid me, made a fucking big mistake by saying " Im not expecting you to reply me." NNH! -.-
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It's funny. Cos the similar things always happen to me and my girl. No wonder we are besties.!