China Doll
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Been rather emo for the past few days. Not sure why. Just emo.
Was on the bus today going to work, I started pondering over some trivial matters. Despite being trivial matters, they makes alot of sense and it the facts of life.
Some people have huge circle of friends. But when they are feeling really empty and hollow, why isn't there anyone be there? Meet up have a good chat? Call and concern? Text and console? Why is it that when they wanted to be alone, people come around bombing them?
Jealousy makes us evil people. But is jealousy something we can control?
We cant do anything but to complain and whine. Is that what we can do only? Is there another way out to make us feel alittle better about life?
Was thinking about the past while working. It was heartwarming. Till I smiled, almost cried. Then I was snapped back to reality. It's time to draw a clear line between fairy tales and reality. It's no point being shadowed by the past. Because the clock still tick, tides still rise and fall, the earth still revolves the sun.
Fate played us like a fool.