China Doll
Sunday, July 30, 2006
I know you will be reading this. So I'll just say it all out here. Cause Im too lazy to write a proper letter for you to read.
I know you meant well. I know you wanted the best out of me. But everything isn't the same anymore. We can't go back to the past anymore. It freaks me out. I won't be able to face you like how we first met. It different now geddit?
I have told you all the reasons I broke up with you. Nothing much more to explain.
I don't want to know what you are thinking and I don't want you to make all the extra effort which you think will make me happy. I don't want you to understand me and I don't want to understand you. I don't want to hear the preachings and advices. I don't want anything from you. No lollis no eggtarts. The more you come closer, the more I drift away.
I treated you coldly for reasons. I don't want to have this kinda draggy kinda r/s. I hate that. So just leave me as I am.