China Doll
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Everything's over. I initiated. Because I could not take it anymore. I realise Im not cut out to be in a relationship. What is relationship? I don't really understand. What matters to me most is kinship and friendship.
I was serious about you and I did cherish those moments you were with me. You gave in to me, bring me to different places to enjoy good food, bought me stuffs that I like. I cant deny that you are freaking good to me. But it is so stressful so tiring to be with you.
It is heart wrenching to hear your choked voice. It almost made me regret what I said. I know, its hard for you. But I am left with no choice. I don't want you to suffer together with me. Someone else worth your love, not me.
For now, I hope you can go on with your life, stop spending on unnecessary things for me, be more mature and think of the aim of ur life. No silly and morbid thoughts.
Last words.
Fate will decide whether we will meet again. I believe in Fate.
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Oh yes. Tml is tanning day with girl. Im so excited!!! MUAHHHH!!